Smile, like there's no tomorrow.

She's my one and only, Ennie.

2011-11-01T21:25:00.006+08:00

Hello readers, and yet again, I've put my blog on idle.

Been busy with my Finals, which has been going on quite well, and not so well.

One paper to go, and it's over! But i'm back, for now! Yay!

Anyway, I've been eager to post up this blog quite some time now.

On 4th October, it was my sweetie, Ennie's birthday!

So, like every other year, I'd stay up until 12am on the night before her birthday,

just to wish her through text. This time, i reminisced about our friendship,

while typing that message to her, i felt really, really lucky to have a great friend like her!

When the clock struck twelve, my message was sent to her.

After a while, she called me, and there was an awkward silence at first, until...

Her : I hate you!

Me : Huh? WHY?

Her : *sobbing* You made me cry!

Me : Awwwww! :D

& our conversation went on for a while.

Yes, and the reason for me to blog this is because, SHE CRIED!

Yes, she was so touched by my message that she actually cried! :')

But, i really love her loads! One of the bestest friend, ever!

She's irreplaceable, I swear.

Anak perempuan raymond?

Yes, that's me! But, hahaha?

No one says it like she does. ;)

Best friends for eternity,

because what we have is so,

perfect!

We're awesome that way.

But, we're incomplete without Mei Kee.

Where there's Darshika,

there's Mei Kee & Chee Enn!

I love them both, oh so much! :')

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

This distance between us, will never tear us apart!

I miss you both! :')

I soooooo can't wait for our outing! xoxo!

I like how you put a smile on my face.

2011-09-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

"Cause I'm overly attracted

And terribly convinced that she could be my princess

And I could be her prince."

Freshers Night.

2011-09-24T18:11:00.003+08:00

22nd September 2011.

Freshers Night at college ;)

Wasn't expecting to attend the event, but i did!

Anyways, it turned out to be, NOT BAD AT ALL.

Would have been a lot better if I informed my mum before going.

Stupiak darshika, you better learn a lesson ;D

And I should have stayed back a little longer.

Because SADLY, i missed the performance from my college's principal!

He sings good! And, come on, which one of you has your college's principal

singing at parties? :P

So, it was practically about this Law Society at college.

The ice-breaking was rather, awkward. HAHA ;)

But when the performance started, I thought it was good.

Yes, that made me stay even longer.

I wasn't like most of them who attended the event,

JUST FOR THE FREE FOOD! (no offence)

But yeah, the food looked good, two thumbs up :)

Oh, one thing i learnt was that,

Justin Bieber's Baby is a lot better sung in a much slower tempo.

That William guy from college who's currently doing his Degree,

ohhhh, he sang well. Nana and I were literally drooling ;)

Lovely bunch of collegemates ;)

Nana & Me!

My long lost TWIN, i'd say.

Marilyn, the photographer of the night ;)

And, *drumrolls*

Meet DAVID!

David Yee Xiao Zhe :)

The best friend.

AKA the RETARDED SEAL!

Baby i love you, i never want to let you go.

The more i think about,

the more i want to let you know that everything you do,

is super fcking cute. And i can't stand it. ;)

Live with smiles.

2011-09-24T17:19:00.007+08:00

Hello fellow loyal blog readers of mine, who still read up my blog (much appreciated). So, it's been a long, long while since I last met up with my high schoolmates. God, I miss them!

On 11th September 2011. Farah invited me over to her place for Raya.

Oh, how sweet of her ;) Had a really, really great time with her.

She loooked so adorable in her polka dots baju kurung.

It was awkward for me to be at her crib that time, because everyone else

were in baju kurung, and i was the only lost child :\ Hahah.

But, it was so nice of her to tell me that she'll get me a baju kurung so that

i won't feel as awkward next time. Lovely friends, i have :')

i miss you already, farah! :')

And then, on 14th September 2011. I went to meet up with Era, who'll be leaving to Russia on the 28th. Sigh, the thought of my friends leaving to abroad to further their studies, makes me happy and also sad at the same time. I will definitely miss them much. Same goes to, Era! The best buddy back in high school! :') The meet-up with her was awesome, like really. We met up at Jusco, Maluri. And when i spotted her in the mall, my immediate reaction was,

ERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

And, I ran to her, and gave her a massive teddy bear hug! Yes, I missed her that much! Can't blame us, we finally got to meet up after 9 months. That's effin long ohkay ;)

So yeah, we talked talked talked and talked. YEAH, WHAT WE DO BEST. Hahah.

Anyway, dear Era.

All the best to you at Russia. :)

Don't you ever forget me or i'll spank you at your butt :P

Not long ago, i went to get my hair chopped :( 1 inch turned out to be 10 inch? :(

I got my hair straightened (temporarily) after that.

Apparently, many people prefer me with straight hair. Sigh :\ Hahah.

At college, i got my curls back. BUT.

Everyone's like,

DARSHIKA! WHERE'S YOUR STRAIGHT HAIR? I THOUGHT YOU STRAIGHTEN YOUR HAIR!? YOU LOOK SO HOT! (yeeaaa, hot -.-)

&, my typical answer to everyone was,

yes, i did, but it wasn't permanent :(

But, I miss my long hair so, so much now :(

Me, in straight hair! :)

62 Likes! &, 80+ Comments.

Oh, what a waste.

I should have done it for permanent.

Yeah, try convincing my mum first ;) HAHA.

Okay, so the Finals is getting nearer, and nearer. 14 days left. Oh no.

"2 more weeks.. 14 more days.. 336 more hours.. 20160 more minutes and 1,209,600 seconds to Finals."

Quoted a young, cute, human, DAVID YEE XIAO ZHE :'(

Nerd mode switched on.

(or, the grandma look, said david)

Glasses on, hair tied up.

Definitely not my typical look.

I don't even wear specs! LOL :)

I am dead.

2011-09-03T18:57:00.005+08:00

(click on the picture for a better view)

DID YOU SEE THAT?

Yes, in less than a month, I'll be sitting for my Cambridge A-levels exam! Oh my god! :( Am i prepared? I don't think so. *scream*

Oh, darshika, shut up and go study already!

I'm in love with my wall. LOL.

5 Intan Reunion.

2011-09-03T18:05:00.004+08:00

After Eight months (plus), a gathering for my high school class is finally held. But it wasn't as perfect as i thought it would be. As a perfectionist-wannabe, i hoped (hard) that everyone could make it. Apparently, only 15 classmates, including myself, turned up. Oh well, i sure am aiming for a better reunion next time ;D

So, our initial plan was to go GreenboxKaraoke, yes, i was excited, because i love singing my lungs out. Anyway, change in plan. We then decided to go to Lot 10's Shabu Shabu, some sorta steamboat buffet. Which wasn't so bad after all.

Steamboat! ;)

My starry fishball! :D

My classmates, they didn't change much. Most of them still look the same and have the same attitude ;) Love them heaps!

Joey, Mankay, Yingyi, Weijing, Dymphna, Mayyun, Winnie, Maykoon, Munyee, Xinhui, Waipeng, Kahkei, Kahwei and Lingling.

Thanks for making my day :) x

Ze gang ;)

Ze loved one ;)

Wishing hard,

that everyone from 5 Intan could show up in the next reunion.

I really, really miss you guys :'(

True inspiration.

2011-09-02T21:05:00.009+08:00

A couple of days back, I was watching The ESPYS 2011 on ESPN with the family. An ESPY Award (short for Excellence in Sports Performance Yearly Award) is an accolade presented by the American cable television network ESPN to recognize individual and team athletic achievement and other sports-related performance during the calendar year preceding a given annual ceremony.

The first ESPYs were awarded in 1993 (cool, it is now 18 years old, LIKE ME)

Anyway, what really stole my attention was during the presentation of the Jimmy V Award for Perseverance which was awarded to a 23 year old boy. Anthony Robles, he was. A smile, so big, so real, that it deceived every pain he suffered.

Robles was born with only one leg, but refused to wear a prosthetic leg, removing it at the age of 3. He endeavored to work around his missing leg, strengthening his body with various exercises. He lived his life with full support from his mom, who is his superwoman. There are irresponsible mothers out there, who would have just abandoned their newborn if they were disabled. But the mother of Anthony Robles, was definitely one to look up to, a true mother.

Anthony Robles is a wrestler who won the 2010-11 NCAA individual wrestling championship in the 125-pound weight class despite being born with only one leg. He's awesome, isn't he?

Anthony Robles. A living inspiration.

Just look at the smile on his face.

Robles at action during the wrestling championship.

He has definitely inspired me, i'm sure you'll have teary eyes if you read his full life story. Perseverance is what keeps us going, moving forward in life. It's the determination in us that will enhance success in our lives. When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. A kid stands up immediately after he falls. That's the life of determination.

"We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop."

Apart from NEVER giving up, i believe that we should appreciate everything around us. Because the least bit thing we can do in return to all that that our loved ones has given to us, is to APPRECIATE. Here's a token of appreciation to my family who has always been with me through every thick and thin. And, to all the people i got to know ever since i was brought to life, good or bad, you are appreciated. It is you, that made me stronger, made me wiser, made me abeliever. Made me who i am today. Thank you.

Every sole that comes to earth with a leg or two at birth

Must wrestle his opponents knowing its not what is

But what can be that measures worth.

Make it hard, just make it possible.

And through pain I’m not complaining

My spirit is unconquerable,

Fearless I will face each foe

For I know that I am capable.

I don’t care what’s probable

Through blood, sweat and tears

I am unstoppable.

- Anthony Robles

All grown up.

2011-08-08T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hello, bloggie! ;)

What? You missed me? Aw, you know i missed you too! LOL. :)

Anyway, really has been a (long) while since i last blogged. WHOOPS. But, I'm back! *loudcheer*

I just realised that I've not blogged a single thing about my college life.

Here goes,

say hello to the Cambridge A-levels student of Brickfields Asia College '11,

Darshika de Silva ♥ (that's me, ya know)

Brickfields Asia College :D

My new second home.

Didn't think that I'd end up in the BEST LAW SCHOOL in Malaysia.

Most certainly not the one that my sister was in.

(speaking of which, MY SISTER IS FINALLY BACK FROM THE UK)

However, I'm not really sure what driven me into this course. Interest? Maybe.

Whatever it is, i'm lovin' it. (despite the stress)

I don't regret my choice. Not at all. Law & Economics. Two very, very new subjects for me.

Come on, I used to be a science-freak. But, I REALLY DON'T REGRET.

However, sometimes, i do regret one thing, and that is not joining this course earlier.

Why? I could have been in the same intake as my dearie, Eunice Gan. (ohhh well...)

Am glad that I get to see her more often now. Love you, dear ;)

Oh, did i mention I'm in the same college as my cousin, Dilhany? Ahhh, pure awesomeness :)

Not to forget, Ryan Lim Ewe Jin from my primary school (wooooots) and,

Chan Mun Yew from my tuition :) and also, Sharmila from highschool! ;)

They say, college is fun. I came to know that it is an undeniable fact, but

only if you have the right friends to share it with you :)

I couldn't explain in words how grateful am i to have met such awesome

friends at college. But, nothing's perfect! I did get exposed to the Real World.

Afraid. Yes, sometimes. Oh, but don't you forget, imma superduperwoman! Jokes.

Okay, i shall now let the pictures do some talking ;)

Meet, ze gang :D

The ones i'm always with :)

Love them heaps!

You can see just by the looks on our faces,

how much fun we have when we're together.

Because, we're just perfect that way.

That's Nana! ;) My emo partner.

*jokes*

Sangeetha! AKA sangi mangi the funky monkey :)

Vanessa ;)

Suganneya! Sugar, spice and everything nice.

Danusha! The first BAC friend :)

Parveen! My personal assistant. Nyahaha ;)

&, Jai! ;)

There're many others too. I shall just name them. Oh, do hold your breath!

It's gonna be a looooooooooooong list ;D *exaggerating*

Saravanan ; Daven ; Mathan ; Pacat ; David ; Cheryl ; Esther ; Resh ; Ivan Lee

&, some from the January Intake

Beatrice ; Pui Yee ; Julian ; Hadley ; Sureen ; Jude

-do forgive if i missed out your name-

A master piece made by Manja (she transferred to Sunway)

I miss you, Manja :')

Speaking only about college has made me miss High School life even more.
The memories made, will always be cherished.

A little shout out to them friends from PESS,

Mei Kee & Chee Enn - We so gotta date more often :')

Era & Rajes - It's been 8 long months since we last met. I miss you both :'(

5 Intanians - REUNION! (laughs) Don't look at me! Okay, fine! Yes, I'm still working on it.

Yuss, Farah, Nisha - You know i miss you :')

Vanessa & Jia Yi - What? After Justin Bieber, you guys don't wanna see me already ah? Jokes.

Anyway, that's pretty much all i could say. AS Level exam in October.

Economics, you so gotta be nice to me ;)

Law, imma rape you :D

Best wishes to all. There's always ups and downs in life, especially in college.

Just bare in mind that when someone pushes you down, be strong and stand up!

Show them what you're made of ;)

p/s : enjoy the blog songs :D

dearest sister,

2011-05-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

As the day you have been anticipating finally arrives,
butterflies in your stomach, insomnia, adrenaline rush!
BUT, HOLD IT RIGHT THERE! Chill lah ;)
just breathe in, and breathe out!
i wish you all the best and pray that you'll do wonders.

18th September. The day you left to UK, to pursue your studies.
The true sacrifise. The sincere tears. The deep missings.
It is now 5th May!
So, set that all aside and transform into
a student with a strong determination, striving for excellence! :D

at the end of the day, it was because of THIS moment of truth
that brought us 10,000 kilometres apart.
Yes, i miss you, and i miss you deeply.
I may be farrrrr away from you, but i want you to know,
that i am supporting you all the way till the end!
Dont let your nervousness get to you, enter the hall with a calm mind,
i am sure you have been working your a** off day and night,
wanting to make our parents proud, so dont worry!
I am sure you'll do wonders! :D.

I wish i was there to check on tinylittlestuffs on you.
Like, pens ready? All got ink? Ruler? Correction tape/liquid paper?
Pencils? Sharpened? Hightlighters? Hahahahah! All check?
Awww, it's like im checking on a kid. Rinduuu.
Anyway, make sure you dont forget anything.
Drink lots of water, and stay healthy! :)

it's time. GOOD LUCK! From all of us here at Malaysia.
All the best and DO THE BEST YOU CAN! :D.
Just remember, you are not alone, and we are supporting you!

WE LOVE YOU. <3

Love,
your loved ones at home.

When one is desperate.

2011-03-18T00:47:00.004+08:00

I'm no Desperado.

Oh, come on, who am i to kid?
Bruno Mars Concert on 10th April at PWTC.
Am i dying to go? HELL TO THE YES I AM.
Fingers, toes and body double crossed.
Tickets, please come to mama. ♥

SPM Results coming out in a few days.
23rd March. The day to be superworried about.
Desperate? YES! Desperate to get GREAT RESULTS!
To make my loved ones proud!
9A+'s, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE come to mama. ♥

Almost 3 months now. Moved on?
Don't think so. I wish you knew how light-hearted I felt
when you spammed my notifications.
It was like, you were back. I really miss you.
Your friends, your sisters, EVERYONE of them were
amazing in their own ways, I MISS THEM, too.
I noticed how nice you've been, well, you have always been nice.
But, no one's flawless. You admitted it yourself, somehow.
Anyway, like I've told the world before,
no matter how stupid or crazy the things you do,
I can't seem to NOT forgive you.
I am aware that you're not perfect. Neither am i.
But, at the end of the day, who is?
I wish you knew. I wish you knew I am not
desperate for you, but, I need you :(

As i wish harder. I realise. Reality is not about wishful thinking.
Make a wish. Go out. Make it happen.

♥

It's not giving up.

2011-01-28T00:12:00.002+08:00

Why does this heart of mine make such a fuss?
Neither here, Nor there, it only walks towards you.

Well, yeah, it is hard for me to just erase a memory which I cherished.
If only a delete button existed in my brains ey? Yeah, dream on!
I hate the fact that it is now officially a Past Tense.
I had a friend. An awesome one. Really. But good things have to come an end.
Maybe that's just how it is :(
I guess good things have to fall so that better things-I HOPE will happen.
I just want you to know, you have been an inspiring friend to me,
I bet you didn't know how much you meant to me. (well, now you do)
We got it just like that, TOO FAST maybe. Apparently, it ended TOO FAST, too.
I wish things didn't have to end like this.
I want you to know that all I want now is the best for you.
The last thing I want to do is to curse you and wish you had awful life.
You are, yes, LUCKY, that I am not like that :)
I don't want to accept the fact that I just lost a friend. Call me stubborn.
But, that's just not how it is supposed to be. I am not asking for more.

Just, friends again? Please?

I will move on, I know I can. I need a life, come on, what more can I ask?
I wish the best for the both of us, in our separate ways :)

I just wish you knew ♥

I fcking hate.

2011-01-17T01:49:00.002+08:00

Fcuk My Life.

Never say I love you
If you don't really care

Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart

Never say forever
If you ever plan to part

Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie

Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye

Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me

Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key!

From a broken-heart.

Thou art more lovely and temperate.

2010-11-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

I really, really do miss those crazy little moments with you.

Here's wishing my dearrrrr sister,
Happy 21st Birthdayyy! ♥

Hope you will have an awesomazing birthday,

and Best Wishes in Everything You Do.

May All Your Dreams Come True.

And,

Always beeeee happy :)

If only we were to celebrate together,

and party like it is the end of the world.

I miss you, dearly :')

I can't wait to get there and party with you.

Loves!

Daddy ♥

2010-11-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

Happy 57th Birthdayyy! :) ♥

to my dearesttt daddyyyyyyyyy!

You're such a good example,
of what a father should be.
We get along so well,
even when we disagree.

You're so patient and understanding,
you don't ask for anything,
except for the best of ours.
You're never demanding.

You have a good heart and,
you're honest and true.
You're the BEST DAD! :)

Why do such friends exist?

2010-09-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

Here we go again, as a TRADITION,
it is most likely for me to apologise first,
and as usual, it's for abandoning my darling blog.

There's this thing which annoys me terrrrrrribly.
When you give an advice to a person,
ofcourse you want that person to follow it right?
Especially when u took all your time out,
JUST TO THINK for that person. Right?
And it is worst if it was for a FRIEND, right?

I cared so much for this friend.
I told her everything I could.
Not wanting her to go the wrong way.
Hey, look! I'm being blamed sometimes for your condition.
What am i? A puppet. OH GOSH! -.-
Fineeeeeee, i ignore those tiny problems you give me...
BUT, can you like consider the advices i give?
Those silent treatment that i gave you for the past few weeks,
were supposed to wake you up, apparently IT DIDN'T?
Guess what? I don't give a damn anymoreeeee!
I tried to help, but now I won't. WAKEUP, girl!
I know i'm bad for being like this, but i tried.

P/s Do Not Call Me A Bad Friend :(

Next, this is special.
Ohhhhh, Yes it is.
I HATE COPYCAAAAAAAAAAAATS!
GAAAH :X

Majlis Ketua Tingkatan Camp by Wirajaya Forest Resort.

2010-08-08T00:53:00.004+08:00

Did you realise that i say awesomazing to almost everything?
Well, i have to use this word, again,
to describe the one-day camp which i attended.
And yeah, I really had a great time at this memorable camp.

It all started when the principal abrubtly wanted to
meet up with all the class monitors (which includes me)
and also the assistant class monitors. I went to get Mun Yee when
the principal was telling about the topic, when i got back to the place,
i heard the principal say : No excuses unless, you meninggal dunia.
Okay, was i shock or what o.O obviously i went blur,
until Chee Enn told me that we're gonna have a THREE-DAY-CAMP at school!!!
Friday, Saturday and Sundayyyy! NOOOOOO! :'(
I WAS IN DEEP HATRED, ANGER, FRUSTRATION!
but, it was all for a reason that u'll laugh about.
I wasn't angry that i have to skip my tuition and *ahem* class.
But, LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! (Private & Confidential)
I really didnt want to attend this camp tho, because hey,
IM ANTI-CAMPING. HAH! It's shown on my face lah. JKJK.

However, in Wednesday, we receieved the awesomest news
saying that the 3-day-camp is now just a ONE-DAY-CAMP!
YAYYYYYY :)))))) So yeah, the 1day camp was today.
Date : o7o81o ♥ a day to remember.
Venue : School hall, school field, school basketball court.
My post : Leader for Group4 :P (supposed to be group2 at first)

So, it all started when...
Encik IrmanShah, Cik Ria, Encik Hamadi and Cik Azlinz, our jurulatihs,
walked into the school hall with pride, okay, honestly, they did give me the chills. Why?
They reminded me of Cadet Kelly! So military-ish! HAH! *screams*
They're from Wirajaya Forest Resort. :)
Then, Encik Irman, the cute one. HAHAHA!
Started ordering us to form three rows. I stood with Chee Enn,
thinking that we could be in the same group, unfortunately, we couldnt.
I was in Group Four, and she was in Group Three.
So, The camping started off with some marching skills,
like rehatkan diri, senangkan diri, baris and baris sedia.
To be honest with you guys, I was blur! Because marching was never in my blood.
But yeah, i finally got it and nailed it well, HAHAHA!
we were asked to say SATUP instead of SATU. Funny :)
Encik Irman and Encik Hamadi did a super hilarious example.
it was known as Kaedah 1 where, you're very 'whatever-ish'
THEIR MOVEMENTS were awfully funny
and they looked like a bunch of sissies! i laughed like hell xD!

And then, we were asked to be JUJUR.
Stand up if you've done it before.
Questions he asked,
- Pernah minum alcohol? Nope for me :)
- Pernah tgk video lucah? *i stood up* Yeah.. TERWATCHED actually.
Stupid internet. However, i did wash my eyes with dettol! (kidding2)

And then, we had a short break, for breakfast! :') FOOD!
the school provided us with a bottle of mineral water and fried meehoon.
Well, since it was a military-ish day for us, we were to sit down OBEDIENTLY,
and SHUTUP and not touch our food until the prayers-before-meal ended.
I was too hungry to even care about the horrible taste of the vegetable :( eeew.

And then we got back to school hall for a short module thingy :)
Our next task was to write why we are qualified as leaders on a piece of mahjong paper.
okay, so yeah, i forgot to mention my group members,
they were Me, Vanessa, SiangShuin, Mazlina, Amanda, Shuk Zanne,
and some others whom I forgot the names, SORRY :'(
Our group name was, Wildcat ROAR!
And yeah, the task, we completed it perfectly, and i'm proud to say,
luckily my group members were willing to work together. yay us :DDD

And then we had to draw a layout of our DREAM classroom.
Now okay, honestly, this made me laugh a lot.
so thankyou, group members!
(our awesomeness will be uploaded soon)

Next, we were thought a few cheers and claps.
First was Tepukan Semangat, then perempuan pudu,
then Wira, tepuk whoosh, errr, then, tepukan marvellous and,
also one TERRIBLE movement, known as TAKE COVER.
which actually means how're we supposed to lie on the floor
when something happens, like earthquake or bombing? o.O
I HATED THIS, the most tho. HAHAHA!

AT 123opm, we were asked to go to the school field,
TO COOK :) yeah, cook! i was excited and worried at the same time,
Well this's because i've never cooked before, and im super interested in culinary arts ;)
But before that, Encik hamadi shouted, TAKE COVER!
*lies face down on the ground, sand, grass, insects!* EEEEW,
and we were left like that for almost 5minutes. I HATED THAT. HAHAHA!
anyways, continuing with the food,
We were given 10 eggs, 2 cans of sardin,
a frying pan, two containers, a bottle of oil and a knife.
And so we started cooking! :DDDD!
Vanessa brought bread and sausages along, so we came up
with a last minute plan to cook, our Outstanding menu was,
*drumrolls* SUGAR-less French Toast, with cheese sausages and,
a cup of fresh fruit juice each. YUMMMYYYYY~

However, the weather was bad, very very bad when we were cooking,
it suddenly started raining cats and dogs, cows and goats!! LOL!!
But, my group members and I were determined to continue cooking under the
heavy downpour, But dont worry, the FOOD was sheltered by umbrellas,
and we weren't. Nilai yang diamalkan : SANGGUP BERKORBAN UNTUK MAKANAN. yays!
Everything went well, EXCEPT the sardin, added with rainwater!! HAHAHAHA!
But yeah, our group was praised a lot by the jurulatihs and teachers,
YAY, Wildcats! *wink *wink.

And then, we continued our camp at the school's basketball court.
Encik Irman gave us a talk on discipline, i thought it would be boring, but it wasn't :D
Cik Ria took over after that. Apparently, her topic was MONKEYS!
then she asked us whether we've seen monkeys before or not.
Then from far away, chee enn and i were doing stupid monkeys faces,
and CIK RIA SAW. alaaarr, malunyer! she even asked me to come out
and show it to everyone, *SHYYYYYYYYY! but funnnnn!*
she then made us do a MONKEY dance.
i forgot the lyrics though :O oopsie me.
After the dance, we were asked to get into pairs,
so chee enn ran to me, and i ran to her. AWWW HOW SWEET!
it was definitely a kodak moment, AHHAHAHA!
well, i really had fun with her that time.
She first thought us a new way of saying SUKA.
FUNNY! suka~ LOL, the manja way. u have to be there to know. LOL
Then, we were asked to pegang each others cheek, then chin, then nose, then ears,
then hug! :)) awww, loved tht the most, and then KISS? on the forehead!
MANY of them didnt do it, but chee enn and i, we did it :DDD!
awww, yay us. i hereby take this opportunity to say,
CHEE ENN, you're really a great friend, Love you! Xoxoxoxoxo!

And then, we were tested on our work-together skills.
this made many shed tears, it was awful but many lessons were learnt.
all i can say was, the task was really hard and challenging.
we failed it twice, and the jurulatihs were really pissed off.
but Luckily, we succeeded in the end! :') Yayyyy, PUDU!

So, our awesome camp ended and there was a majlis penutup,
all 6 groupd received a hamper :DDD!
and, my group, group number4, Wildcats!
we got Firsttttttttttt :) YAYYYYY! Gratz to us. HEH.
So yeah, it was an awesomazing camp,
I'm proud to say, I WILL CHANGE, to be a better person! :)
Thankyou, jurulatihs!

(pics to be uploaded soon)

my darling :)

2010-08-08T00:06:00.006+08:00

People! meet,

Farah Hanom Jamaludin.♥

She's sixteen.

A mix of Malay and Chinese.

She adores anything which has

something to do with Korean.

Friendly, Cute, Funny, Pelik2 at times.

She has a cat, wait no, i meant two :)

No! Three lah! No! FOURRR!

Ahhh, No, i forgot!

okay, she has many cats,

utterly adorable cats. ♥

Me plus her, we've clicked somehow.

Well, I knew her for a very long time ady,

but i've never really got to know her well.

Then recently this year,

there was something in me which said,

I should be close friends with her.

(okay, awkward yeah? i know.)

So yeah, since it was my last year ady,

i've decided that the only way i'm going to know her better,

is by getting her number :D

So yeah, thanks to Norizan :)

we are now close friends, and i really loveeeee her to the max!

I love the hugs that she give me, very often! :DD!

Oh yeah, and i miss her house of cats ;) sweet memories made. Awww~

However, i do face some problems with her, which i really

REALLY REALLY wish hard that i could solve.

I'd be delighted to do anything just to make things better.

Anyways, I just love everything about her, even her pelik-ness :O! Shhh!

So yeah, Farah, my 작은 언니!

Best friends for lifeeee!

Love love, you :) xoxo!

(the one in the middle is her)

PRETTY KAN? :))) awww!
Warning : Do not touch her! :P!

She's mine! HAH!

Love,

네 동생 누가 가장 널 사랑해

your sister who loves you most.

Jason Derulo Showcaseeee ♥

2010-07-31T23:31:00.007+08:00

Date to remember : 21o71o.

Venue : Drogonfly KL

(my first time to a club)

Event : READ THE TITLE!

How i got tickets? Well,

I just downloaded In My Head by Jason Derulo,

as my caller ringtone! which cost me 3bucks only!

Thank you, HOTLINK!

Received ONE FREE PASS (which admits2)

So, I brought Euniceeee along.

Thanks to her bro for sending her,

if not that awesomazing night with her,

wouldn't have happened :)

A shot with JJ :))

Love him to the max.

JJ :))))

And, EANNNN! :)

Okayyyy, so the show begins!
*screams*

JASSSSOONNNNNN DERRRULLLO ♥
Who can really work a room. awesomeness!

Kicked off the showcase with the dance-fuelled,

The Sky's The Limit.

He then asked the 'singles'

in the audience to put up their hands

(which appeared to be just about everyone)
*raises up my hand, proudly*

He even declared that,

HE'S SINGLE TOO! *woot *woot

He bursted into Ridin' Solo after putting his shades on.

Jealous? Yeah, me too :'(

Well, that was a "fan moment"

LUCKY HER.

Jason picked a girl from the audience,

who was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!

He serenaded her with What If.

And, I repeat,

LUCKY HER! :O

Whatcha sayyyyy .

Sexy kan? Love his abs!

LOL.

Love Hangover :)

IN MY HEADDDD.

(his last song for the night)

Okay, and so,

i bought his album, for 40 bucks!

JUST TO GET HIS AUTOGRAPH.

But trust me, it was worth it! :DDD

I even got the chance to shake hands with him.

awesomazing right? i know! :)

Wheeeeeeeee~

Sri Lanka Music & Dance Extravaganza

2010-06-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

Date : 26th June 2o1o

Venue : A hall at Sentul (lupa nama)

Time : 5pm - 1am

A friend of my mom's requested that

my sister & I to wear our Sinhala

Traditional clothes on that day,

She lent us a pair of Sinhala Saree each.

Mine was apple green, and my sister's was metallic blue.
we were to become the ushers for that night,
First time, for me. :)
So yeah, i did my job well, at least i know. HAHAHA.
I was so glad because through this,
i got to know some college students from Sri Lanka,
but studying at Monash University :D

It was definitely a memorable night for me,
but despite the long 8hours in high heels and tiredness since morning,
that day was, of course, a day to remember :)

Me, in Apple Green.

First time in Sinhala Saree :)

Ayubowan! :)

(which means hello in sinhala)

My lovely sis & I :D

Had to change :)

But i kept the pretty flower on my head.

*not clear in pic*

The awesome heels, which made

my legs numb and

almost bleed :(

But i LOVE it. Lols :P

PELIK :O

2010-06-28T00:54:00.004+08:00

The best team ;D

Reason for the title name :
- Posting this after so long
- Read on...

During the term holidays, I went to this Tour Food Hunt
thingy organised by a church at central market :)
My group members were
Chee Enn, #1 marshall,
Maggie, #1 BANANA -.- and,
WeiJing, #1 laughing non stop.
The race was awesome although my group didn't win.
But the memories made were undescribable.
Anyways, the pelik thing is, before attending this race,
Miss Hor, my dearest-english-teacher-for-3years-who-is-going-to-transfer-to-UTAR-to-become-a-lecturer, gave me two missions. What was it? Relax lah, I will tell you.

Mission #1 : Have fun :)
and.......
Mission #2 : *drum rolls* Meet a nice guy! o.O?
WHAT!? o.O? YES! That's what she said. Lol.
Well, i know why she said that, loooong story. NOYB!
short for, None Of Your Business :P Private & Confidential ohkay.
Please don't mind.

Anyhow, I haven't get to the PELIK part yet,
after the race, that day.. exhausted, yeah, who wouldn't be?
I went on a date with Meikee, CheeEnn and Weijing at timessquare.
When i got home, i recieved a text message from Miss Hor,
and the pelik-ness started,

convo between Miss Hor and I..
Miss Hor : Hey, how was the race? did anyone from our school win?
Me : *blah *blah *blah
Miss Hor : So met any guys? (pelik right?)
Me : (shocked) No lah, mission failed.
Miss Hor : Aiyah. (AIYAH! Miss Hor said AIYAH in a text message!) I'm sure you didn't open your eyes bigger. I'm sure there were many 'sunshines' there.
Me : I opened my eyes super widely but nooooo :( There were a few non-chineses only,
and they're younger than me :(
Miss Hor : Age doesn't matter.
-End of convo-

Tell me that wasn't weird? Well, it was just so awkward talking to a teacher like that,
but it made me feel comfortable at the same time.
One thing's for sure, i'm gonna miss this loving teacher a lot :(
I bet i'll cry on the day she stops teaching in pess :( x2!

The pelik-ness continues..
It was Hari Keusahawanan on 26th June at my school.
My class was selling nasi lemak, 400 of them! Jual sampai mati lah -.-
Pn Anzie, my class teacher had a performance, so i was in charge of the 'business'.
Call me tauke! Hahahahah. Anyways, everything was going okay,
until not many people bought the nasi lemak, SAD, i know :O
So a few classmates and I went customer-hunting, like mad PLUS busy ohkay.
I bought the ticket to the Human vs Ghost by StJOHN but at last, i didn't go :(
Why? too busy, ahhhh! i actually missed out the fun. Forget it.
Fortunately, thanks to my classmates(who helped) cuz we sold all the nasi lemaks in the end.
And we did get a profit of around 100 bucks! Okay lah tu :D *applause*

That night, a stranger called me twice,
I couldnt answer the call because i was busy :\ (next post)
So i texted the stranger and the peli-ness started, again.

Convo between stranger-and-then-happen-to-be-someone-i-knew
Me : hey sorry, but may i know who is this?
*stranger calls again*
*i didnt answer because the place was too noisy*
Me : hey, sorry again, im currently at a noisy place, can you text me? sorry to trouble you.
Stranger : I'm pn nzi. how was the sales? i heard there were 2 baskets left?
(i was wondering what's nzi o.O and then i realised, OHHHH!)
Me : Teacher! Sorryy! *blah *blah

The pelik thing is, i didn't know Puan Anzie is so high-tech. HAHAHA,
and the name nzi? o.O I couldn't stop laughing! Know why? The name is so cool!
COOL, not lame! COOL. -.- Hahahahaha.

Pelik-pelik :P
Okay, i admit~ That word is cute :P pelik -.- im crazy.
Wooohhoooo~

Six Crazy Hours Of Our Lives.

2010-06-25T22:18:00.006+08:00

Note : S.C.H.O.O.L.

Finally one week of school just went by,
after that awesomely awesome school holiays.
Oh well, it's time to get serious.
Actually, I was supposed to complete my
Add Maths project during the holidays,
Apparently, I depended on Era,
UNFORTUNATELY, she didn't do anything either :((
I don't blame her, but she didn't have to crush my excitement right?
But thanks, i meant, MILLIONS of thankyous to Karen, for lending me hers, :)
And btw, i hated this project, know why?

I used up 27 papers. (Go Green! Save the earth lah weh)

I finished one blue refill for my pen.

I wrote the word, proBABIlity countless times, and couldn't stop laughing about it.

The front cover of my project :)

I'm so glad every project is done, Addmaths, Moral and one more for Buddhist society. Finally. yay me! Sides, I done them all in just two days! Proud of myself? Hell yeah! *wink *wink.

No school on monday. wooots :DDD

One word says it all.

2010-06-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

SORRY :(( ♥

Birthday Boy.

2010-06-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

Where there's PARAMORE,

there's this guy.

Why yes,

the guy is,

DingNeng :DDDDD!

And, he just turned Seventeen!

Happy Birthdayyyyyy! :))

Best wishes

Take careeee.

Nicest pic with him :)

Lol, miss you, dearie!

Friends for life ohkay.

Spectacular!

2010-06-11T17:58:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 12pm today, well it has been my
holiday routine, doubtless, look at me,
officially a panda in the house :( yikes.
Texted Adli to wish him goodluck for his Undang test,
but i was lateeee, like i said, 12am.
Sadly, he failed the test, awwww.
Don't worry dude, you'll do well in the next one.
All the best ;)

Sooo then, we texted for a while.
Meanwhile, i was flipping the channels on Astro.
So many channels but nothing suits me?
Then, i came to Nickelodean, lame right?
Only SpongebobSquarePants is awesome in that channel.
But, there was a movie on, Spectacular!
Why yes, it was spectacular!
it's actually quite an old movie,
cuz i missed it the first time it came out.
Sooo, i was watching it. No regrets :)
I started drooling uncontrollably when Nikko,
the main actor in the movie started with moves,
*screams like a diehard fan*
PLUS, his smile is just oh-so AWESOME!

Real name : Nolan Gerard Funk ♥

Aged, Twenty-Four.

Look at his hair! :O

He looks utterly adorable and COLD here :D

Officially ♥ him, xoxoxoxoxo!

Birthday Girl.

2010-06-11T02:02:00.001+08:00

Happy seventeeth birthday,
Yong Jia Ern :)) ♥
Best wishes in life and always be happyy.

Define guilty.

2010-06-08T21:52:00.003+08:00

Guilty :
having commited a crime
or an offence or done wrong.

That ɹǝʞɔɟ suddenly said hey to me at fb,
apparently, that ɹǝʞɔɟ called me sombong!
Damn, was i what the ʞɔnɟ-ed about it.

First, you pretend like everything's alright when they're not.
Then, you leave horrible memories for me to suffer with!
and now, calling me sombong? Excuse me,
why don't you look at the mirror and be amazed!
you'll be looking at the world's number one JERK!
aint that awesomazing? i know it is :)

U know, it takes you less than 5 seconds to say sorry,
is it that hard? is it harmful? Gahhhh,
Some people just don't understand the meaning of being guilty!
Ohhhh, you better be proud, because eventually,
i'm talking about you! this post is oh-so 'special' for you!
Go on, take a bow! how about a standing ovation? :O
Be gone, be gone, be gone! tak tahu malu! philanderer!

Sometimes, i really wish that this kind of people,
although cute in every way, never existed! :((

indescribable life.

2010-06-07T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello sweet-lings :D
As usual, like in every other post,
i'd say SORRRRRRRY first.
I've been lazy to update my blog, and twitter too!
Officially abandoned my twitter, shall delete my account soon.
My deepest apologies, twit-lings! :(

So, here's my after-a-long-time update.
Mid-terms just ended and i'm stress-free! yayyy.
Speaking about my exams, i seriously have no idea how i did.
i know i did my very best but, was it good enough to please my parents?
i hope so, i really really do. But i've definitely learnt some lessons.

Work more on my Biology
Same goes for my Sejarah and also Chemistry Salts Chapter
Never, and i mean NEVER study last minute

During exam, one thing was bugging me, it did distract me.
Well the thing is, i don't know why, but i had a feeling like,
many things were falling apart, just because of the distance.
I hope every small issue occured will be solved :)

Class Tee still in process, praying hard btw.
will get 'em after the school holidays, hope it'll be as designed.
Please please pleaseeeeee ;D But, im super worried about this actually.
I tried contacting the tshirt shop guy, but FAILED!
What if, the next time i walk in front of the shop and there's a
'Closed down' sign there? zomg! :O
Thinking too much? Yeah, i know. But you'd be worried if you were me!
However, i will be optimist about this. Dont want things to go wrong ;D

Addmaths at Martin.
Damn, i wanted to screammmmm!
All thanks to Mr Umaas.
Umaas : Darshika!
*me shocked as usual*
Umaas : Can do?
Me : Can, can :)
Umaas : *with a sobbing face* Too bad, Aivinash got someone ady.
Me : WHATTHEHELL!? Gahhhhhhh!

My point is, yes, i'm exceptionally, utterly pissed off~ :(
i know i'm supposed to FORGIVE and FORGET.
But, look, the scar grows beneath me,
I hate you, yes, i really really hate you. Be gone~! :((
Fyi, i hate being emo! TAKE NOTE!!

Anyways, my cousins, my sis and i have been really
addicted to Sinhalese guys lately. i'm telling you, we've gone crazy.
Especially my cousins and sis. Not me ohkay :)) Hahh!
during wesak, a dance troupe from Sri Lanka came all
the wayyyy to Malaysia, to perform :) Which was nice.
Well, my cousins and sis were so busy keeping their eyes on them,
which was extremely funny, and ironically, i joined them :D
There was this one guy, with a wonderful smile,
caught everyone's attention, even my mom's!
'he's booked, for my daughter.'
That's one awkward sentence said by my mom to my aunt.
I laughed my ass off. Hilarious right?
Then, i snapped a few pics with the troupe with my dad.
My dad asked for the guy-with-the-awesome-smile's email.
He gave and i found his facebook. yay me =)
oh ya, i forgot to say, although he looks matured,
he's only sixteeeeen. :( *my mom's hopes crushed, mine too?*
i still couldn't stop laughing : LOL.

Holidayssss =)
Enjoy, everyoneeeee!

...

2010-05-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

fcking not alright .

It's the end.

2010-05-16T20:02:00.002+08:00

Was so excited to online,
wanted to chat with Viknesh, rindu doh.
But when i opened fb,
all my hopes went away.
JUST LIKE THAT,
and i repeat,
JUST LIKE THAT!

Sometimes, it's hard to get what u want.
it's also sometimes never possible to reach close to it.
But i have to be strong :) i know i can.
the feeling of being played,
is f***ing horrrrrible, u heard me.
* tears at eyes, fyi *
Okay , listen , it's really horrible .

u know wht ?
im not gonna talk about it .
Bye , im sry readers !

Shall be better in time .
I need you now,
Eunice !
Michelle !
Bowie !
Maggie !
Ennie !
Yuss !
Viknesh ! (thanks for making me smile)
Era & Rajes , the most ! :((
Syera :D
ohhh, i need u guys! PLEASE!

Serious timeee.

2010-05-14T23:31:00.003+08:00

It's time to get serious,
Mid-term's in 5 days time.
Prepared? No.
Studied? No.
Touched any books? Nope.
WHY? I've been busy designing the class tee.
I love it but I've been online-ing oh-so much.
Mom even tried to take the laptop away from me
WHEN i was using it, mom, awesomeness! :S

So, it's a must,

a commitment,

That i have to do.

Why yes,

it's time to..

READ! READ! and, READ!

So, that's that about my studies.

Have to be more focused :) Yes, I will!

Yesterday (Thursday), was an awesomazing day for me.

The question 'Why' is not allowed at the moment :P

Just one word, Happpppppy! :)

I know i did my very, very best!

And I hope the results will be great.

*praying hard, as always*

Today(Friday), was a day full with ups and downs.

i wasn't even sure whether i was happy or sad.

I couldn't even differentiate between the two feelings.

First of all, i'd love to dedicate this to my classmates.

You guys are definitely awesome in the

'Go Green Campaign-newspaper-collecting-thingy'

Can you imagine, 180+kg in just 3days? Awesome, is what i'd say.

But i truly apologise about the merit-issue. Sighs.

Wonder what happened to Ms Khoo,

she used to be so kind, even Pn Anzie said so.

Anyways, glad that Era and I told Pn Yong

and the headmistress about it :) Problem Solved.

Then, I had to snap some pics for Kerja Amal,
with Era, Rajes and WJ.
Looked back at the pics in my cam,
and couldn't stop laughing, because
it didn't look much like we were doing anything GOOD?
LOL. Though, a bit a bit ada lah :D

Rushed to LM with Era and Rajes after that,
to get presents for the teachers for Teacher's Day :))
wanted to get them photo frames, but expensive lah weh.
My class is sooooo broke :S Lmao.
so ended up getting the teachers keychains.
Cute, but suits you all or not? It's for you to decide :D

Rushed to Martin later. Had no class actually,
but entered Physics, Anwar, Anwar, Anwar..
My fingers are numb because of you. Lol.
Once you get to know what i'm talking about,
Good Luck and have fun :))
Cheh, yingyi got flexible hand verr. Ahem2.

:))

Mom ♥

2010-05-09T02:16:00.004+08:00

to all the moms out there,

A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would drive us mad with pain;
But we are born into a world
That greets our cries with joy.

How much I owe you for the kiss
That told me who I was!
The greatest gift--a love of life--
Lay laughing in your eyes.

Because of you my world still has
The soft grace of your smile;
And every wind of fortune bears
The scent of your caress.

i ♥ you, mommy! [:

Owhhhhh )):

2010-05-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

My darlings fell ill .
both of them , at the same time .
horrible is what i'd say .

Anyways, Get Well Soon ♥ ♥ :D

Why do i feel like we're falling apart?
Why do i have a sense of regret?
Is he the only right one for me,
even if i can never have him?
I've forgotten him, moving on..
because of, you.
But, Whyyyyyyyy?
U know ily )):

OHHHHH. ♥

2010-05-02T19:05:00.005+08:00

today was a fairytale-NOT! :P :P

Well, it was lah, but some people buat kecoh -___-

Had Addmaths at Martin today :)

some of the most unexpected things happened.

He sat with me :D :D

While waiting for class to begin,

Harri Gari suddenly asked me to lend him my phone,

obviously, i refused, PRIVACY weh.

Reluctantly, he asked for my pencil case instead.

i didn't want to lend him that either,

because i had no idea why he wanted it.

But he was DESPERATE, so he asked,

Phone or Pencil Case?

I was like, ohkayy, handing him my precious pencil case ♥

I REGRETTED!

idk what Harri and Rafiq was doing with it, suddenly,

The badge on my pencil case came off,

The pin of the badge bent,

The teddy bear keychain came off,

The hook broke ):

* see picture *

Anyways, pengecoh-pengecoh yg aku SAYANG,

next time, be nice to my things, PLEASE!

So, when class started..

i knew it wasn't gonna be alright.

Ever since Umaas knew my name,

he started making it a habit to bully me.

So since i was sitting with him,

he thought we're err, together!? WhatTheHell :\

so he gave us those so called wicked smile,

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh :S UMAASSSSSSSS!

Though, I liked today, quite a lot.

That one hour 15 minutes with you,

was awesomazing. I really wish hard,

That we could be together :) ♥

Sad right? i know.

Updateeeee!

2010-05-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

Ohhhhh bloggie,
my dearest bloggie,
i didn't mean to abandon you, but what-to-do,
by now, u should be aware that your owner is,
LAZYYYYYY ;P *laughs*

sooooo, i've got tonnes of things to say,
first and foremost, i will start with

my studies.
One - There's a huge drop in all my science subjects!
and this is definitely worrying me. :(
science, used to be my strongest subjects,
but what is happening to me?
* i already know the answer , obviously *

Two - i think i'm officially infected by this
'so called' Open-book-then-sleep disease.
i know it's common among us, YOUNG people,
but i hate it i hate it I HATE IT. i feel like i'm a living LOG!
i'm alive, but i want to sit like a block of wood,
and just do one thing, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP -___-
is there a cure for this? if there is, TELL ME! please.

my music life.
One - Ahhhhh, so many awesome songs are out now.
I'm just soooo in loveee with the radio.
Wow, i sound so insane. chewah. i admit :P
so, yeah, speaking of the awesome songs.
here's some highly recommended songs.

♥ What you waiting for - Mizz Nina ft Coldy o' Donis
* Tel me u ♥ me *
♥ Break your heart - Taio Cruz
* don't worry, i wont break yours *
♥ If we ever meet again - Timbaland ft Katy Perry
* owh, we will meet *
♥ All i ever wanted - Kelly Clarkson
* you you you ! *
♥ Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston ft Justin Bieber
♥ Solo - Iyaz
* i dont want to walk this earth, solo *
and list goes on... :)

Two - The guitar in my sister's room is calling me.
Yeah, that metallic blue accoustic guitar is attracting me.
WJ brought her bro's guitar to school, to learn.
And then, Dymphna brought hers too.
I dont know how they make it a trend,
but i wanna learn too, :)
still deciding. aku kan malas? kena think twice first.

my awesomazing friends.
One - Pity Maggie, why? her baby TutTut left her,
I guess God wants TutTut more than her :)
Bought a small soft toy with ennie,
Just For Her ♥ Dear, you know we cant bear
to see the tears in your eyes.
Glad you were touched, and tht u liked it.
Cheer up, sweetie! And, get a guinea pig soon kay.

Two - JOEYYYY ! :D
i know i've been leaving you a lot, this week.
u know i didn't mean to do that.
it's just that, ironically, i had so much to tell
Era and my gf/bf this week, so yeah,
leaving you alone, was something i had no intention to do.
and, also, i realised that place is very very cooling.
what a strategic place, right below the fan.
im hot kan, so please excuse me, dear! jkjk.
anyways, i'll be back ohkay :) No worries.

Three - The party at my house
First of all, Thanks to those who came!
Maggie, Ennie, Era, Rajes, Inez, May Koon, Kar Yen,
Germaine, Sarah, Ling Wei, Man Kay, Ying Yi,
Lee Chee, Shook Yeng and Komala. ♥
I hope that all of you had a blast, cuz i know i did.
and to those who couldn't make it,
it's okayyyyyyyyy! there's always next year!
and to those who recieved the homemade cookies,
hope that you guys liked 'em :)

Four - Met Kar Yan quite a few times ady.
Gosh, i really really miss her, miss her until
i humiliated myself in public. LOL.
On the way back home, at the lrt station,
i was going in, and suddenly someone called me,
was her, she was going out, but i ran to her,
to give her a hug, i wanted to leave the train..
But, she insisted that i get on the train..
the door was about to close, and everyone was looking..
Ohhhh, MALU TAU! ): ): still, i rushed into the train.
Being super embarassed, and i mean it. Hahhh!
though, it was worth it. anything for you, sweetie! imy.

my secret life.
Ohhh? mysterious, i know.
it's me to know, and for you to find out.
though, some of you already know.
well, after that incident, i concentrated more
on my second love. And last week,
i had something on :) Shhhh. Lmao.
it's not like u know what was it. *evil smile*
so, more about the something..
It was my very very FIRST time.
Nerve-wrecking, yeah, who wouldn't?
But it all ended in a blink of an eye.
recieved GREAT comments, unexpected,
but i was really really happy, of course.

my loveee life.
* Ooo ~ JUICY *
ROFLMAO.
you think i'm gonna talk about it here?
In your dreams lah, maybe.
Only ask me if you're really interested :)
To him : i really hope it works out between us.
because im really into you. everything about you.

Finally, i'm done with this post.
:)

when you least expect it..

2010-04-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

Apologies for the late update, AGAIN.
I gotta admit, many things happened,
AND I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
they're stuck in my mind, for too loooong!
and i mean it, I cant stand it anymore.

22nd March 2o1o.
I always thought if you wanted something
so much, just be optimist and believe that
that's the thing you really want,
you will eventually get it.
But why didn't that happen to me?
It has always been my dream to become the school player,
for the sport i love most, basketball.
a dream i always worked hard for.
but i just didn't achieve it.

I guess things do happen when you least expect it.
and sadly, the consequences are,
unacceptable..
unpredictable..
and worstly, unforgettable..
it wouldn't be that hard to forget if those harsh
words didn't come out from my basketball coach's mouth.
How could one be so evil? so heartless? so inhuman?
why should such people exist?
i don't wanna hate someone so much,
but the scar is still in me. it's horrible.

Actually, according to date,
it's obvious that this thing happened quite looong ago.
but, honestly, whenever i step foot on the basketball court,
these awful thoughts come rushing to me, and haunts me.
i want to scream, because i couldnt stand it. ):
I miss the game, i miss the passion, i miss the fun.

still trying my best to chill.

I hate to emo, but i have to?

2010-03-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Just read Maggie's blog,

and i absolutely accede with her that

TIME IS FLYING SUPER FAST!

like on a jet plane that is ): ):

And, that obviously isn't a good thing.

In another 4days,

the school's Diagnostic Test begins and

my basketball coach is gonna

choose the school players

who're gonna represent the school.

i'm equally worried about both.

I WANT GOOD GRADES and

TO BE IN THE BASKETBALL TEAM,

dreadfully!

I know i should have some confidence

in myself and not worry about these.

BUT sadly, I AM NOT! ):

Exam case, i've not started revising.

No excuses for this, i know it's because

i didnt plan my time well and i'm just too stubborn.

but, I WILL TURN OVER A NEW LEAF!

Team player case, i know, i'm not as good as the others

but i have my reasons, not excuses.

i really want to be in the school team!

I REALLY REALLY DO! :)

I'd say i did make rather a lot of sacrifices,

shouldn't i get something in return for what i've done?

I worked my butt off, but still i couldn't

impress my coach. WHYYYYYY? ):

it's my last year, and I REALLY hope to

gain this Senior Year opportunity! Pleaseeeee! O.O

praying hard ♥

very, very touched.

2010-03-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

This post goes out

specially to Chua Ying Yi. ♥

See that pic up there?

it was edited and created by her.

JUST FOR ME.

Note the name in blue glow.

Darshika.

who is ME! [: obviously.

it's my first birthday present!

but my birthday is not till tomorrow xD

if you remember one of my posts,

16 going 17...

then u'll surely understand the pic.

although she didnt really

buy me the things i wanted,

at least she made this!

it's awesome! [:

Thank you thank you thank you

Thank you thank you thank you ♥

Love youuuu, ying yi! (:

Friends for life okayyy. Mwahhs.

Something's wrong with my gender?

2010-03-03T22:32:00.005+08:00

Hahhh! Funny topic right? (:
Lol. wanna know why?
Case #1
i've got a new gf/bf!
Wait, did i just say gf/bf? Yes i did.
GF/BF ~ *clear enough?*

So, who's it?
Syahira! hahahaha! :D
She's my gf/bf and i'm her gf/bf.
( what a statement ) Lmao!
Well, the prob is, we couldnt
decide who's the girl and who's the boy.
*winks*

Case #2
My syg! ;) yusrinaaaa.
tiba tiba je she said i'm her bf..
yeap, i said BF. hahh.
it couldnt get any weirder.
dah lah she's a tb - - hahahaha.
My Gay Partner?

p/s :
BF as in Boy Friend and GF as in Girl Friend

honestly...
Something's wrong with my gender?
( the topic ) Hahahaha :D

smile, people!

screaming too much.

2010-03-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

i ♥ Screaming.

but that's only when i scream

for happy reasons.

I HATE screaming when i'm frust.

and lately, i've been screaming too much,

for the frust reason that is.

Well, there's just like so much to do,

and i'm lacking of time. Why oh why?

And, i miss my friends lah.

too many of them.

AAAAHHHHH ~

*scream of frustration*

;)

16 going 17 ♥

2010-03-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

counting down...
7 dayyys to go, and then,
i'll be turning 17, which technically means,
IM GETTING OLDER! ): ):
and that's turning 18 for you, Subbie :D

Well, i did come up with a list of things
that i want FOR getting older xD
The list begins...
- Shirts with quotes! i dont know why but i love 'em!
- Heels! but according to my mom, she said i'm already tall,
and that i shouldn't add any more height - - BUT im desperate (:
- A black skinny jeans! i need a new one :P
- TL wallet! the so called wallet i'm using now is SO NOT a wallet xD
- Cute Soft toys! i love to hugggg!

Biggest Wish `
All the special people of my life being involved
in any way on my bday. (: *praying hard*

Oh and, two requests,
First, no keychains please.
i still have like 10-15 of 'em given by you guys,
and they're still hanging in my cupboard :S
Second, no celebrations at school please. thanks!

(:

didn't mean to disappoint you.

2010-03-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

No more 'what the ikan'
sorrryyy my lovely readers.
yeahh, i know, and again, lama tak update kan?
hahahaha. sorryyy, especially to those who
nagged me to update my blog :P whoaps.

sooooo, what should i talk about?
hmmm, the carnival?
one thing's for sure, for those of
you who i've invited but couldn't make it,
LUCKY YOU :D ahahaha.
well, it's not that it was boring or what,
it was just that the carnival atmosphere
was NOT THERE - - Lol.
Still, credits to Wan Yee for all her effort
in organising this carnival.
Wan yee, u're stress-free now (: yayyy!

By the way, laughter is best medicine right?
for those who know me, you know i love to laugh.
and i'll have to admit that my laughing point is rather LOW!
However, there are people who laugh even more than i do.

during assembly today, there was a Cuti2 Msia dance
performed by Khatheja and some other girls.
the dance wasn't really that funny until there
was this so called 'kena rasuk' move. Hahhh!
i wasn't laughing actually, then i heard
Xin Hui saying 'waaa, Miss Hor laugh until so kua zhang'
translation with simple words : Miss Hor laughed until CRAZY.

so, i turned to ms hor, and i bursted into laughter. LOL.
even Pn Rogayah was laughing insanely, sampai air mata pun keluar.
HILARIOUS, i tell you. Guess who started laughing then?
ME! ME! ME! what was i laughing about?
MISS HOR AND PN ROGAYAH! Extremely Funnnyyyyyyyy! :)
cant believe that my english and chemistry teacher
could laugh soooo much over a dance move. the Zombie move.
hahahahah! (: (:

Homework, still undone D:

what the IKAN - -

2010-02-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

i hated today, ohkay?
AHHHHHHHHHHH ~
i wanna scream, seriously.
that's the only help i want.

started off the day quite well,
as said, had to give a speech about
the school rules during assembly,
i spoke with guts,
i sopke with pride,
i spoke with confidence,
But, i spoke too fast? Hahh! :)

Anyways, moving on,
i had my basketball training today,
and, two words, it sucked.
first of all, i admit lah i couldnt understand
the concept that the coach was teaching us.
but i did tell out, i was like,
I AM BLUR! I AM BLUR!
but what the heck, i had to Stayyy Blurrr.
As a result, the coach caught all my mistakes - -
Obviously, it was because my mistakes were too obvious!
Helloooo, like i said, I WAS BLUR! ): ):
And then, when the training was over,
the coach lectured us, as usual :S
but this time, damn, i wanted to cry!
cant remember the exact words he said, but,
One, im not officially in the school basketball team, yet.
Two, im afraid i wont be chosen ):
Three, if im not chosen, not only did i waste my time on
these trainings, but i also abandoned my Rumah Sukan
for NOTHING! and i mean NOTHING! T.T
Four, i've build up my muscles for the worst!
( some of u may not understand )

My wish ,
- i will be in the school basketball team 2o1o.
- Sprenger, my rumah sukan will be champion for 2o1o.

):

yeah, you make me smile ;)

2010-02-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

Received a text message from

an unknown number ,

but i recognised the way the person texts .

conversation between me and the unknown,

Unknown : Hey dar , blh knl tk ?

dh lama sy nk knl awk tpi smlm baru dpt num awk .

[ i was bathing , and when i came back ]

2 missed calls - - Lol.

Me : ohh ? sape nie lah ?

Unknown : tk thu ke ? sy la .

Me : Ntah lh, sape weh?

Unknown : Suria. okay ? blh knl ?

Me : Hahaha, yus ke?

Unknown : sape yus ?

Me : aiyo, sape nie?

Unknown : Suria lah. tk p'caya ke ?

Me : Tak! awk yus kan?

Unknown : Hahaha.

Me : yes! sy betul!

Funny girl, indeed. hahaha!

Though, memang manyak sayang her lah :)

and, yeah, the unknown was Yusrina :)

Last post for tonight.

2010-02-07T00:35:00.002+08:00

Bowie
Hope your hand gets better soon.
And, i really, really miss you.

Kar Yan
So glad we chatted just now.
Friends for life. Love you much!
the someone misses you a lot ohkay :P
the someone is me - -

Eunice
get to see you after a month,
this is just so depressing.
but u know ily, dear! xoxo! imy! ): ):

someone
Where are you? T.T

Anyways, people!
27th Feb!
if you're free,
come to my school!
there's a Mini Carnival!
and you're invited! :P
please, ask me for more info k.

specially for,

2010-02-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

for the someone,
who asked me that question.
u know who you are..

Well, honestly,
yeah, u changed.
i cant seem to know how,
but im sure, u changed.
positively, sure!

be yourself,
the normal you.
u know i love you.
u're the one who's always
by my side, when i need you.
yeah, you! so please don't change.
i cant afford to hate you :(

curious, to know.

2010-02-07T00:27:00.003+08:00

BFF ? :)

Hell yeah, im flattered.

who wouldn't?

that, was what i wanted.

and you know so.

But, i dont think that's

how i'm treated by you. Right?

Tell me, what's on your mind D:

though, sometimes, i wonder,

why do i care? o.O

apologies?

2010-02-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello world !
i know, lama tak update, i know ;P
been busy lah, what to do? just kidding.
been LAZY ohkay. sounds better right? hahh!

Soooo, well,
had a really chaotic week lah.
ups and downs , as usual .
i think i'm starting to have some issues with,
Myself ): ):
Why? First, i think i've become hot-tempered..
make that SIZZLING-hot-tempered.
and, i think i tend to get really, really frust..
really, really FAST! and over small things. Why~o~why?

hmmm, shall talk about my exam results.
well, i hate the fact that i scored HALF the marks
of my Maths paper for my Add Maths paper. What the hell lah.
Why? they're both numbers.. right? Lol (:
Must work harder ady lah, no playplay.
Easier said than done.
Distractions. Distractions. Distractions.
there's the 'makes-me-forget-to-study' songs..
then there's the non-stop-multiplying homweork,
and tuition, and events at school.
speaking of events, MONDAY!
have to read the school rules during assembly.
Ohhh crap, sometimes, it sucks being class monitor ):
ohh ya, speaking of class monitor,
am gonna get my tag on MONDAY, too.
Aiyohh, that means, on stage twice? Eakkk :S
Wish me luck ohkay. Lol!

i have to admit, this year's co-curricular meetings
Suckeddd lah. suddenly everything's like
so, unfair. and i mean seriously, it's like
everyone boycott to do that to me!?
The same stupid excuse, everywhere i go.
but, u know what? whatever lah,
the thought of it kills me, so yeah!
Whatt? Nothing..... *winks*

recently, i've been having this stupid feeling,
of being left out. but sometimes, i know,
it's me, the one who doesn't want to go near.
Well, i have my reasons.

Mood for the week : Bad. don't ask why.

you made me smile (:

2010-01-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

went for add maths today.
two reasons, lazy on friday & wanted to see Afiq.
hell yeah, i missed him ohkay.
But sadly i was late, and i mean really late.
thanks to the stupid traffic jam D: Malaysiaaaa, ohhh .

The class was pack , yeah ,
no chance to talk to him . Oh well ):
shall text him later . Though seeing him after 2months plus
made me smile ;)

Hmmms , my life had changed .
some of the things which should not happen happened ,
and some of the things that i wish never existed, exists now.
Sighs , life... that's how it is.

Loving the pic.

Cross Country 2o1o

2010-01-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

Best day ever. Hahahaha.
Chill , i will tell you why. (:
soooo, it was my last year of
attending my school's cross country,
one word, Excited !

Plan Number One : Run with meikee and ennie !
But when i was carried away of running,
i turned back and i lost sight of both of them D:
Deepest apologies !! Sorrryyyy !!

Plan Number Two : Run with Yus !
Bumped into her and she ajak me to run with her.
of course, i agreed but again, run run, tak tahu mana dia hilang.
ohkayyy , so i was left alone D: Awwww ~

Then after 20mins+ i saw cky, so i ran with her..
Almost at the finishing line, i saw a malay girl in front of me,
and i suddenly sprinted and ran past her !
I heard SookMoon, Joey, WanYee, KarBing, XinYi
and some others cheering for me, thank god i didnt vomit.
i over-cut the malay girl and i came in the 7th Place !
Damnnn, i was proud of myself. [:

And then, i saw Yus with a ponytail on her head,
how cute ! hahahaha ;D
Grats to her for putting so much effort in running,
kesian her that she hurt her eyes,
though, she's the cutest pirate i've ever seen =)
Love her muchhhhh ! xoxo.

Next , hahaha , see , even thinking abt it makes me laugh.
that ennie ar, memang blur punya..
coming to the finishing line ady stil can go wrong way.
aiyohhhh , funny girl indeed xD

And then , cam whored with
meikee, ennie, karyen, vivian, yus ;)
Best day! Loves the pics a lot. hahahaha.
By the wayyy, SPRENGER ! must win this year ohkay!
:D LOVEYYY !

exam's next week,
less updates. bye world ;D

Chemistry report !

2010-01-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

Experiment 1.1
Aim : To study the effects of colour of shirt on the speed of drying.
Problem Statement : Which shirt absorbs SUNlight easily ?
Hypothesis : Sprenger, lah of course :P
Manipulated Variable : Colour of shirt.
Respoding Variable : Shirt flies off the building.
Fixed Variable : The intensity of SUNlight.
Apparatus : Not used.
Materials : PJ shirts of various colours.
Procedure : See Figure 1 and 2.

Figure 1.

Figure 2.

Sia-sia saja . [:

Results : Sprenger shirt flies down to the second floor of the school building.

Conclusion : Hypothesis accepted. Sprenger absorbs SUNlight the easiest. Ah-hem xD

Hahahaha , sarcastic right?

yeahh , i know. that was 5 Intan's way of

drying our clothes after PJ.

cant believe im the class monitor of this class.

super short post.

2010-01-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

i hate tht budak, a lot.

When it all goes again and again.

2010-01-09T22:50:00.004+08:00

Here we go again, the exceptionally
tiring routine starts and i'm trapped.

Well, yeah, it's those homeworks which are
multiplying continuously, seriously!
and tuition everydayyy, how can i keep up with this?
But i know, i will survive *being optimist*

First day of school,
carried my new bag with pride! Just kidding ohkay.
Hmmm, well, i love that bag! it's huge! (:
But syahirah kept complaining about it, PINK! funny.
Ohkay, so continuing...
i hate the fact that i'm sitting at the last row this year.
But, i'm happy cuz no teachers get to bully me. whee.
soooo, am sitting with another Jan 7th person, Joey. how nice.
sorry to germaine though, didnt mean to 'buang' you. Sorrry!
So, 5Intan's my new class, currently hate walking up the
stairs, EVERY single morning. Ah, crap! *Chilling*
anyways, say hellooooo to 5Intan's class monitor, AGAIN :P
love being class monitor, but a bit malas lah. aiyoh.
Sooooo, i was the first one to see the class schedule,
and it did make me go high, and low.
No comments though. ):

Second day...
one karangan due thursday. speechless.
homework already? oh ya, i forgot, i form5 ady. Ishh.
ntg much to say...

Third day...
Hated it and loved it at the same time.
well, new rules, school ends at 5.30pm every wednesday.
so-called 'co-curricular day' Ohhh well...
Hated most, am the captain of my sports house.
Sprengerrrrr! i will do my best to make you proud.
*trying my hardest to smile* =
While rushing back, Hahhh,
i bumped into NgKarYan! and yoketheng.
screamed, haha. Ahhhh, happy lahhh,
STRESS RELEASE ! trust me. Soooo happy :P
hope to see them more often, sayangs!
i miss my ex form5 seniors! D: sobs.
Happy birthday, Neil! =)
He called me actually, but couldnt pick up the phone.
aiks, but on the following night, we chatted for a while, was nice.

Fourth day...
Normal, until, sejarah!
i paid attention, and i believe everyone in
my class did. IRONIC ohkay, seriously.
Pn Zahariah, i hope i will score well in my history
because of you :D praying hard.
Then, tuition withhhh, EUNICE !
i loveeeee herrrrrr. sweet memories made. xoxo!
Happy birthday, Germaine and Joey! =)

Fifth day...
Happyyyy lahhh,
why? cuz, it was the last day of school,
for the week. Hahahaha ! trying to be happy.
LOL ! :P homework, again. Gahhhh.

Todayyy,
rough time at tuition, forget it. eakk.
Called karyan, funny, laughed non stop.
ahhh, miss her so much. ):

time to sleep.
dad marah dah T.T
night, world!

Oh-oh.

2010-01-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

It's school again, in 15 hours!

yeah, homework, activities, exams, tuition,

Here We Go Again D:

And this also means

LESS net, no blog updates ):

LESS text messaging

LESS movies

LESS outings

LESS television

LESS gossiping, HA!

one word, depression.

Oh yea, not to forget,

how can i forget - -

Hellooooo SPM 2o1o.

Gotta work my butt off,

Hell yeah, u heard me.

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS !

Will miss all the sayangs

i've been texting with this

freaking awesome holiday.

And, definitely gonna miss all

the new friends i've made with [:

Old darlings !

IT'S BACK TO SOME FUNNNN !

[:

2009-12-31T16:50:00.005+08:00

Happppyyy

Newwww

Yearrrrrr

to all my lovelings ♥

Hope you all

have a properous year.

best wishes in life.

And, enjoyyyyyyy!

so it's bye-bye 2oo9,

hellooooo 2o1o!

just some talkings.

2009-12-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

didn't update my blog for a few days.
one word, LAZY. hahaha. [:
Anyways, there's only DAYS left until
school reopens, and that's like, fast,
seriously am scared okay. the word SPM freaks me out,
and apparently, finally getting to play basketball again
doesnt fascinate me in any way. I AM SCARED.

no more seniors, gonna be the seniors.
no more 4intan, gonna be 5intan.
no more not-walking-up-the-stairs-to-class,
gonna walk THREE STOREYS high of staircase to class.
And, no more so called honeymoon year. Hellooooo, SPM!
(freaking out) AHHHH, can u hear me scream? Lol. *being sarcastic*

Anyways, i really don't know how will the
first day of school turn out, i'm really scared.
gawdd, i seriously miss ky lah D:
okay, am gonna be freaking honest about this,
how is it possible for a person to walk
into sch on the first day and not see her
best fren there? Ohhhh goshhhh. T.T
this has gotta be the worst thought of my life.
and eventually becoming the worst DAY ): ):
i need a hug, right now!

i ran out of words to say ady.

so lost.

Falalala ~

2009-12-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

2412o9

Pavilion, again.

with meikee tho :P

Loveyyyyy!

We watcheddddd..

Alvin and The Chipmunks : The squeakquel

two words, AwesomePawsomes. [:

They're justttt soooo cute! Gahhhh.

Alvin, ily !

Simon, ilyt !

Theodore, ily most!

Nyehehe. Lmao.

Lovey ! [:

- - she forced me to. Eakk.

She was on sale ! and guess what?

i bought her ! She's mine now,

Hands offffff :P

Pinkish. =x

sweetness. xoxo!

Lastly, Merrrryy xmas u people!

Mmmmmm ~

2009-12-23T20:21:00.003+08:00

cute pic right?

i know! - - Lmao.

Anyways, random post alert!

Well, am so so so confused

with my stupid feelings lately.

It's like a cup of hot chocolate,

mixed with coffee and tea and mocha

and cappuccino and what else, water?

hahahaha, conclusion : MIXTURE

Yayyyyys,

movies with meikee tomorrow.

sleep early?

i miss (coughs) ehhh =\

): ):

2009-12-23T20:03:00.003+08:00

ironically random post.

i just don't get it.
u hid the laptop from me,
u banned me from text messaging,
u dislike when i go to the cinemas too often.
But, hey! everyone knows, it's now,
holidays. give me a break lah.
in case you didn't know,
I've not spoken to her for almost
a week now, and i know I'm suffering.
she's my best friend lah yet i'm not talking to her.
i understand that I've been over-reacting,
but helloooo, i miss my best friend lah. ):

im sorry on my part..
but please, quit accusing D:

Delay. 2012o9 !

2009-12-22T22:19:00.005+08:00

Bloggie ! Aiks , so much to say,

but had forgotten some - - ish.

reason : Next post.

2012o9 ♥

Pavillion, TS

BOWIEEEE ! :)

finally dated her, yay us!

after four, loooong years.

went to watch Avatar.

The movie was ohhh-soooo

awesome lah, seriously.

ignore the line =x

Love herrrrr ! ♥

in the cinema. (:

xmas tree at pv.

pv mirrors, are the best! Lmao :P

In the car ♥ mine and hers. Loves.

Love and miss you, bowie !

Thanks for a great day. ily ily ♥

Wish to go out with you, more often!

Kissed the frog and it became a prince.

2009-12-18T21:53:00.004+08:00

181209 ♥

Movie with sis and her friends.

KLCC was where we went. hahhh!

Watched,

The Princess and The Frog :)

The movie, i have to sayyy,

CUTE ! and awesome.

Lol, reminded me of my childhood.

Disney's fairytale stories.. yeahh :P

KLCC xmas decos ! [:

Sis , syakila , Me , khanchana (:

Before swim, CamWhore! [: ahahah.

Ohhh-sooo in the xmas mooddd !

~~UNO~~ Wood stack ! :P

Great day, indeed! [:

pv - mines.

2009-12-14T23:37:00.004+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.

Enjoy ! (:

121209 ♥

Pavillion.

Familyyy.

i just loveee blue colour [:

Raindeers , outside pv. Cute !

Memang the loveliest ♥

Merrryyy christmas ! (:

bumped into Ennie ♥
ps / we're finally same height.
LoveyyDoveyy!

131209 ♥

The Mines.

Familyyy.

Lookie lookie !

at the parrot on my shoulder. hahh!

cute, but heavy! serious! ♥

i loveeee the tree! awesomely adorable.

Alvin ♥ ily.

Sengaja go find Bryan at Radioactive.

4yrs tak jumpa punya darling.

xoxo ♥

was definitely the two

days that i loved most.

♥

serious heart contact.

2009-12-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

♥ doopdoop.
had history tuition, this morning.
L-A-Z-Y , i hate morning tuition !
i may be fresh, but hello, the brain's not working lah.
Sheeshhh ]: one word can actually make me high - -
Awesomeness? i don't think so. Lmao.
doopdoop rate : FAST.

attended a Malay wedding this morning,
well, yeshh, as usual, the food was awesome.
No bunga telurs though, hahaha. pelik pelik.
doopdoop rate : Normal.

Then, went to pavillion with family.
to see the xmas decos. sweeeeeeeeeeet ~
and the xmas songs? don't you love em? (:
many pics taken. hahhh xD
and then... i bumped into HanCheeEnn.
Serious heart conttactttt ♥ LoveyDoveyyy.
we gotta hang out one dayy. always tak berjaya. ishish.
doopdoop rate : FAST.

when going back, i passed somewhere..
u don't have to know where =x
and i had an utterly awkward feeling. Curiosity, Anxiety.
u don't have to know what =x
then, i went back home to check, asap.
u don't have to know how =x
And YES! i was right! my feelings were, err, RIGHT!
doopdoop rate : Absolutely, exceptionally FAST.

lalalala, aku rindu manyak olang oit ):
eunice . michelle . xinlei . bowie . meikee . yus .
chee enn (already) . yiwei . tengteng . joey . inez .
sayangs from kc . afiq . my class . tuition sweeties .
Everyyyoneeeeee ? ♥

btw, sorry, my mind will be closed until further notice.
no blog updates tomorrow. oopsie. [:

p/s : Bowieeee ! am counting down !
one week to gooooooooo :P xoxo.

♥

LoveyDoveyy ♥

2009-12-11T23:34:00.005+08:00

Make a wish ,

Blow a candle ,

Happpyyy Birthdayy ,

Memories
♥

121209 eunice's birthdayyyy! [:[:
it's officially her sweet sixteen! *grins*

To my best (x infinity) friend, you're the greatest friend ever.
and yeah, i loveee you, darling ♥ you're definitely irreplaceable,
obviously i cant afford to lose you. Hope you have a blast on your bday.
Wish to celeb with you ]:]: but it's okayy, will have a chance in future.

dearie ! ♥
i miss hugging you ,
i miss screaming with you ,
i miss everything about you ,
and of course ,
i miss you (:

xoxo, eunice !

movie movie movie [:

2009-12-11T22:55:00.005+08:00

Finally I've watched New Moon. Have to say i love and hate it. Lmao.
The book, preferred [: But, of course i couldnt get my eyes off, Jacob Black ! ♥
He's exceptionally hot, no doubt. And yeah, i support Team Jacob! :P
Edward Cullen, boleh tahan jugak, apparently he looks nice when he appears out of no where. yeahhh, me likeeeee :S

TaylorLautner ♥

Watched Zombieland with my sis and her friend today at pavilion.

wasn't expecting to watch this, but so what?

watched for free weyh, couldnt ask for more.

the movie? awesomely funny yet scary. damn, those zombies - -

but, if you wanna get a good laugh+scare, watch it !! (:

trust me, it'll surely tickle your funny bone and then breaking it. Ouch =x

Had a great time, today (:

Bully sign?

2009-12-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

BULLY ME !

honestly, sometimes

i really wonder whether

there's a 'bully-me' sign

on my, yes, innocent face !!

Hahhhh. Lmao.

People from teachers,

to best friends, to friends,

to even strangers !

why-oh-why

do i always have to be the victim?

i just dont get it lahh. Eakk.

tag is back - -

2009-12-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

Game rules...
[ oh cool, it's a game? - - ]
paste at ur blog n tag 10 ppl..
u have to answer it as i tag u..
if not u wont be happy oh D:

Ur BIG fat name: darshikaaaaa.
Wats does ur frens call you: dar . darr . miszydarr . darshika . dar dar . mitsui . gedik
B'day: 8th Marchhh 93
who tag u this: Joey, mankay, wj
best frens: Eunice, Michelle, karyan, bowie, yus, meikee, enn and so on lah.
what u wish for ur b'day present: the list is just tooo long, ask me personally, Hahhh!
what are d happy things happen this while: 6m 2oo5 Reunion. Awesome Pawsomes. ♥
what r d stress u face this while: unable to sleep early? is that a stress? o.O
ambition: Honestly, idk =\ radio announcer, maybe.
any crush: skippped. give me a break [:
will u invite ur teacher to join gathering: I think so? =x
go out wif who will make u happy: Humans, of course :P
what will u do if u argue wif ur best fren: Solve the prob, and i mean ASAP!
where do u wish to go wif ur bf/gf: somewhere in Earthhh, of course.
what will u do during Christmas: Out with family and friends ♥
who do u wish to celebrate Christmas together: Morning, friends ; Night, family [:
how many siblings: one sis, onlyyyy.

favourite song (girls) : Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out ♥
favourite song (boys) : One Time - Justin Bieber. Lovey !
favourite colour : All the colours, really ! i just love colours !

do u flush water after using : How random can this tag be?
love guy or girl : Is half half a choice? jkjk. both lahh. [:
what u wan to say out loud : I WANT TO SLEEP EARLY, but i cant D:
dare to go toilet at midnight : of course dare lah, when u gotta go, u gotta go.
wish to punch who : Now?? MYSELF !! :P
what do u obsess now : Errrr, with my fb dp. nyeheheh, enn's gonna kill me.
do u look horrible during sleeping : Noppp ! lenglui as always. jkjk lah. idk =\
wat time is it : 1o39pm, so earlyyyy - -
hate the person who tag u : Not reallyyy, am bored ;S

weight : Chehh, shy to share =x LOL.
weather : gooooood?
pregnant? : Lmao. memang random tag.
wat will u do when u r sad : Talk to someone, especially eunice, ky and yus.
wat will u do when u go to university : Look at boys ! Rofl. study lah doink ~
if u can add a colour on rainbow, wat will it be : All the colours ! wow ! colours ! =x
do u believe love can last forever : yupyup. but depends.
wat colour shirt are u wearing now : Whiteeeeeee.
is it hard to let go off one person : one word, Hard. No doubt.
ur mood now : Baddddd ):
favourite things : Everyyything :P

unlucky humans
` michelle
` bowieee
` xinlei
` inez
` inez

and so on so on..

fantasy or nightmare?

2009-12-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

first of all, i'm really, really fascinated by
the possibilities of knowing people far far away from fb.
somehow distanced friends are sooo nice.
But , i seriously didn't think that i'll end up
in such a big chaos, or should i say NIGHTMARE?

Not long ago, this nice human added me on fb.
yeahh, i made a mistake by giving too much details.
people say im stupid, but why do i ignore them?
am i just too stubborn to care? or was i defending you?
three words, i don't know lah. *sigh*
Getting to know this particular human was,
as i would like to say, a fantasy.
because i felt so comfortable around you.

but the nightmare began when i got to know her?
Nooooo ! Love her ! She's nice, like him.
Same bday date as me some more,
that's just so so awesome ! cuz i finally found ONE !
Anywayyyyyyys,
they're both nice to me,
but both WERE strangers to me? who cares.
the thing is, they're both madly in love with each other.
And i came in and ruined it? SO NOT MY INTENTION, LAH !
if i knew it earlier, i would had never interfered !
interfering, is just sooooo not darshika.
Dah lah both were strangers to me, now turned close frens.
and and dah lah, they're so far from me and,
aku budak kl woi =x AIYOK.

i won't interfere.
i just want to help.
how i wish i could just write their names here.
better just stick with their initials.

N & S !! please get back together.
u know ur feelings for each other very well.
So, just forget the past !! =D !!
I love you, BOTH very much.
I have to say, knowing the two of you,
is of course the sweetesttt thing of my life.

praying hard.
(=

nothing but words.

2009-12-03T22:43:00.006+08:00

After this long, long while of not updating my blog,
i've gotta admit, i have tonnes of things to say.
let it be happy or sad, i will talk about it.

let's start with the happy news,
01 December 2oo9 is definitely one of the greatest day of my life,
and yes, the most stupendous, marvellous and magnificent one !
i just loved it ! ♥ why is that you're asking?
Well, it was 6M 2oo5 Reunion !! let me make that the best reunion ever !!
Location : MidValley ! :] !

firstly, the attendance was just so awesome and rather unexpected !!
TWENTY-TWO of us made it, which was oh-so splendid, indeed.
compared to last year, less than ten made it.
[i didnt go too, oops. but i did go and find them]

i have to say, many of us did work our butts off
inviting everyone possible, and even forcing some. Hahhh !
22, it's undeniable that that's a large number.
However, we're praying hard that next year,
THE WHOLE CLASS could make it ! Yes ! that's our goal !

Humans who made it this year are as follows :
yi wei - didnt change much. still the sweet sweet her ♥
ivy - Leng lui as always ! Loves !
mun yee - Aiyooo, complain complain complain xD. Funny girl.
suat li - the class monitor. Never changed ! [:
carmen - fuyohhh, TALL JOR ! cuz she wore heels - -
suan yean - Thank god i added her on fb, or not i sure cant recognise her.
rou ann - Lenngggss ! still sweet as always.
maisy - Never changed [:
fu bin - Oh God ! the braces gave me a great shock ! didnt change much though.
ding neng - Yeah, another one with braces, but suits him ! Hahhh !
zhan hao - the sick one, lol. his red nose matched his shirt ! great work ! =\
leong hooi - first thing i did, compare our height, Gahhh, HE's TALLER D:
ge hoa - Never changed. But more insane? ahahah.
albert - Hard to recognise when i saw him in person =x
chee howe - still the same LOBAK [:
soon meng - OMG ! Tall Giler ! - -
yih herng - Bye-bye Geek ! Hello LALA??
hong yau - Never changed =x
ewe jin - couldnt recognise at first, oops.
charn chuen - another one that i couldnt recognise, serious!
nicholas - Never changed yohhh =]
and ME - never changed according to fubin. - -

Okay, let's talk about what we did.
Our first plan was to catch a movie but sadly,
there was a chaos that some of them ady
watched the movies suggested, so, Change In Plan .
we went to RedBox at the Gardens, karaokeeeeeeeeeee !
Confession : it was my first time ! =x Nyehehehe.
22 of us filled that not-so-big room.
at that moment, it felt like it was Year 2005 again.
with my lovliest class, 6M ! ]: *sobs* Such sweet memories.

We sang ,
We sang LOUD ,
We sang EXCITINGLY ,
We sang HIGHLY ,
We sang UNTIL OUR VOICES COULD BE HEARD FROM THE TOILET !!
And yeahhhhhh ,
We shouted ,
We talked ,
We laughed ,
We crapped ,
We ate and drank ,
We snapped pictures ,
We ended our karaoke session D:
Confession again : I LOVED SINGING MY LUNGS OFF ! [:

We then went for pool xD.
the cigarette smoke made ivy, yiwei, munyee and i
leave the place and went walking around.
so, we went to the Jusco Arcade !
Made a few hoops and obviously, enjoyed lah !
then, the guy who is not supposed to be taller than me,
leong hooi, called, concerned xD hahahaha !
Ge hoa and him joined us. Made a few more hoops and then left.

Went back to meet up with the rest of the gang.
Sat at Mcd, some of them went back D:
Us at Mcd, recalling memories ! which was awesome !
Amazingly Hot Topic : Primary Crushes !
The guys started, hahhh ! Some of them were blushing !
Not gonna mention who, but it was funnnnyyyy ~
and then it was the girls' turn.
If im not mistaken none of us said? LOL ! tak sporting xD
but we know LAH ~!

And then, it was bye-bye ! D:
Howww sad, indeed. Yikes.
Albert, lobak, fubin and I took the ktm back.
Funny case, it was fubin's and my first time !
so blur lah that time, the ticket machine pulak,
only accepts LENG LUI's money, which was MINE !
HAHAHAHAHA. Then, fubin acc me. Phew.
had a nice chat with him, but hilarious too.

Ahhhh, was a great day indeed !
so depressed when it had to end.
Hoping hard for the next year's plan to be a success ! (=
pics taken can be seen at my facebook.
welcomed to drop by ya. comment if you want to.

By the way , Ong Yi Wei !
thanks a million for always being with me !
and thanks for helping with pics. Loves !
and, Ding Neng !
Hahahahaha, thanks for taking pics with me
with your ~~chiplak~~ iphone ! Loves !

[:

oopsie daisie .

2009-12-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

Helloooooo Blog Readers !

мιszy darя's BACKKK !

it has been quite a loooong while since I've updated my blog.
Yikes, am still alive, by the way. LMAO. Well, it's just that
I've been really into Twitter as i can still write
about what's on my mind, in short. Unlike in blog, cakap je banyak.
hahahaha , though , i still love blogging .

So Muchhhh To Sayyyyyy !

=]

imy, iny, ily.

2009-11-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

i miss you.

i need you.

and well yeah,

i love you.

♥

something i shouldn't talk about.

2009-11-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

let's keep things short, simple and perfect.

20/21 november,
is my LAST DAY of school for the year
and also the MOST unacceptable-but-trying-to-accept ,
LAST DAY of my feelings for you.

finally had my second chance.
i appreciated it very much,
but i really pray hard
that we could be best friends.
liking you was the greatest but hardest thing to do..
however, loosing my feelings on you is
the worse and hardest thing to do [am trying hard]

we're both sorrryyy.
we're both forgiven.
i lost mine, u stil hav yours.
Sooooo, i wish u good luck [:

u know, i stil like you.
am stil single and not-sure-wht-to-do.
Hahahahahaha ;P.

♥

blogggiiiee !

2009-11-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

Bloggieeeee !

i miss you xD.

hahahaha.

i have been updating my

twitter that i have not

updated my blog. ooops.

im such a trait0r. LMAO.

Anyways, going to school tomorrow.

got this workshop thingy to attend.

just gonna have fun [:

nyehhh.

I MISS HIM ]:

3pekas to rushhhh. gawdd.

TWEEEEET ;D.

2009-11-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

PEOPLE !

i just started twitter !

currently noob with it.

still, y0u can follow me aite.

www.twitter.com/miszydarr

coughing ):

sometimes,

2009-11-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

who knew that the worst things in life
could be happening right there, beside you?
all the time, and you couldn't realise it?
now...
finally, you n0ticed it, but it's too late !
you're trapped in those lies and cant get out,
when you scream your lungs off,
there isnt anyone who hears you, cuz who cares?
when you care for them, they dont see it?
and when they care for you, you dont see it?

what's this?
L-I-F-E?
i hope not !

i tried new things, new friends, new people.
trying to ERASE my horrible yet sweet past.
but i cant, i just cant ! it was tooooo sweeeet ! ]:
although the present is rather sweet,
they aren't as sweet as you.
i know i stil want my past dreams to come true.
every single challenge i went through,
i got over em' with pride, and now i know
there's only one THING that makes me happy.
the ONE, and only. no one else is able
to replace you, the precious thing.
you're just, irreplaceable.

i hope for a change,
i hope for no regrets,
i want to start all over again.
care to join me?

[:

sorry, for all my mistakes.
forget the past, please ! ]:
and, just giv me another chance.

my life, totally out of place right now.
the more i think about next year,
the more sad-er i become ]:

s0bs.

wyeee ;D.

2009-11-10T18:36:00.001+08:00

happppyyy bdayyyyy

my sis and meikeeeeee.

hope the two of y0u

wil hav a blast aite.

dreams c0me true !

loves y0u b0th.

lalalala.

2009-11-08T13:51:00.003+08:00

somehow,

i'm utterly, happy.

weird kan?

i think so, too.

heh heh heh.

dad ! it's your day !

2009-11-06T22:25:00.003+08:00

dad's birthday today.

wyeeeeee (:

happyyy birthdayyyy !

always be happy.

wish you good health,

good wealth,

and long life !

loveee ♥

ur daughter.

After i came back from school today,

i had my lunch and went straight

to bed, Aw, im such a cute piggy -.-

i slept for err, almost 4hours !

WOW. i was really sleepy ei.

sis tried to wake me up but failed,

i tried to get off my bed to

take my shower, too but

failed, too? ironic huh?

wanna know what was bugging me?

I had like 'chemical reactions' on my mind.

what the hell kan? xD.

chemis made me go crazy.

10 squared.

2009-11-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

100th post ! ♥
wyyeeee, this's my 1ooth post.
let's celebrateeee ! -.- boooo~

Anyways,
one horrible week of exam finally over.
but there's still one more week to gooooo.
had 10 papers and i think i screwed errr,
say, 8 of them ! Gawddd ! someone help me !
Who should i blame? myself?
eh, hey ! i studied super duper hard wei xD. LOL.
but the facts just couldnt get in. *winks*

Todays' chemis paper sucked ! Why ?
i suck in calculations ! its not that im bad
with numbers but wth ! i just couldnt understand
the calculations in chemis ! D:
Strictly need AID for CHEMIS !! wuu.
somebody call 911 !

Oh and bio ? xlak mata mau tengok ar ! Gahhh !
it was on the same day as sej ! Both memorising subjects ?
Excuse me, my brain is just capable to save SOME FACTS,
NOT ALL, especially not BORING STUFF -.-
Had history first, well, i didn't leave it blank so that
was okay and i did have some confidence although i did
crap, err, quite a lot ! xD. hahahaha. Then,
had bio after recess. WHAT THE HELL !
i was so prepared with bio but after the history
test, MEMORY DELETED? i think ~
effect : I SCREWED my bio paper -.-

speechless.

study = fail.

2009-11-01T19:14:00.004+08:00

finals starts..
TOMORROW !
and, what am i doing here?
online-ing... haaaa !
WOIII ! SHITTTT LAH !
i x takut ke? darn it !

bm paper 1
eng paper 1
and sivic tomorrow..
Aiks. 4 essays to write?
Ohhh mannn ~
im so gonna be dead lah.

no updates for 1o days.

don't miss me aite.

Rules for these 1o days..

- no online-ing

- no text messaging ( till crazy )

- no music

- no going crazy ):

- no cacat punya budaks

♥ imy , ily .

eunice . karyan . michelle . bowie . xinlei .

meikee . cheeenn . joey . siewteng . nisha .

yuss . wj . wimbawab . ts . him . her . whatever .

Suuurprised?

2009-10-27T20:47:00.006+08:00

Happpyy Sweettt Sixteeen,

bowiiee !

That's her !

Leng lui kan?

Too bad, she's mine !

Dont even think about

grabbing her from me, Ngeks !

Jkjk ;P.

darling, glad you liked the gift !

too bad, you liked the other one MORE. )=

hahahahahahaha. nvm2 xD.

Though, im seriously happy about it ^^

Anyways, i miss you soooooo much.

love ya love ya ! xo !

Hmms, best friends for life !

BATU xD.

2009-10-25T19:09:00.007+08:00

Today, last day class for
sejarah at martin. booo ):
I thought it was gonna suck,
ironically, it didnt ! Oeww ~

Slept at 3am last night.
Yikes xD. sooo, i went t0
tuition in my so called
'always-the-blurrest' way..
Then, wj sh0wed me s0me cool
stuffs i can d0 with my ph0ne =\
playplay with the vibration, dengan excited-nyerr
until, afiq sat beside me. Guess he didnt know
what was the meaning of HEART ATTACK =x

I was bluetooth-note-sms-ing with wj when
the teacher was teaching x_X

shhh! d0nt tell out yeaa.
I guess s0meone was jealous cuz i wasnt
talking to him, then he asked me
to pay attention. Lol !
But, he go sleeeeeep pulak -.- cheh.

hahaha ! caught sleeping in class xD. ngekngek.

Then, suddenly my phone battery low pulak. Gosh. So, i stopped bluetooth-note-sms-ing wj. I was sooo bored until that was-sleeping guy wake up ady.. go kacau me pulak, that's what he does best ): Pooooor me, the victim, as always. we started chatting.. was fun, though.

Thennnnn, it was 11am ady. D: Class over ! Sobs. totally sucked. I was pretty darn sure i'm gonna miss him sooooo ! Cuz, idk whether im gonna take sej next year or not. Aiks. Gotta think think think -.-

I hope hard that we get to be in the same class again next year !

Oh well, was a great day, indeed. Ohh ya, wondering why is my title batu? it's cuz today ROCKed. Lame xD.

xo !

left without words.

2009-10-25T01:04:00.004+08:00

s0bs. t0m0rr0w will be the last day
i get t0 g0 crazy with that craaaazy gang.
Awwww ): im sad, seri0usly..
Well, im n0t w0rried ab0ut anything else,
just h0pe t0 see them again next year..
it'll t0tally suck if cant tuition on the same day with them lah.

Plus, im als0 hoping for the impossible to become possible.
yikes ;P. what am i saying? hahahaha.
it's f0r me t0 kn0w, and f0r y0u t0 find out..

(;

ily, a lot !
ntg is decreasing..

im s0 addicted to my blog song [ updated ]
mmmm, wh-wh-what chu sayyyy~

i don't give a damn.

2009-10-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

i realised im suddenly surr0unded
by some of the most exceptionally-annoying-people O_o
yeap, you know,
those utterly irritating, evil stares !
and, those even-more-exasperating judgements !
Okay, maybe i'm just thinking too much,
or just obsessed with myself but what the hell !
I'm not the only one who thinks so, that proves
my feelings arent wrong. yea, you heard me!

I just don't get it.
Why the hell do you care about me?
What i do..
How i am..
Quit judging me and the people around me, jerk !
You think you're perfect is it ? Wake Up ladyy !
YOU ARE NOT ! ugh .

The stares around me is totally
killing my nerves, i hate it !
Yes, i hate stares ! SO STOP IT !
Though, i do wanna know what's
on your minds ! Criticising me, perhaps?
Ughhhh~ im thinking too much, again !
i hate this ! it's because of you guys,
now im like this ! wth !
conclusion : you guys make me sick !
and, yea, i don't give a damn about it !

Shit lahhhh !
Exams' coming and basketball trainings again on tuesday?
MY BRAIN's Sooooo GONNA BURST !
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dearrrrr ~
Im so dead lah )= ish2.
takot exam weyyhhhhhhh. someone help me, please !

im missing you, soooooooo !

continue or NOT ?
tell me !!

dearie !

2009-10-16T23:27:00.005+08:00

here to wish my loveliest,
best friend ever,

michelle

toh yi ling.

a very very

happy sweet sixteen !

( 26 minutes early, oops. )

ily to the max !

h0pe y0u have a blast !

and, best friends forever !

wishing hard you were here ):

and, to all the indians,

happyyy diwalii !

talking thuuursday.

2009-10-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

15 oct o9 ~~Talking~~Thursdayy.

nice topic kan? hahahaha.
Well, i enjoyed yesterday !
Why?

go makan2 with joey and mankay.

they said they wanna go cr,

so i decided to teman enn in school.

When enn backed, i realised

the paper that i had to

photostat was with mankay !

snapp ! so, i speeded off to

find j0ey and mankay.

Thank God i found them (: phew.

I told them,

After finish drink then i balik..

but who knew we were

talking

and

talkingggg...

until it was already 3.40 ! OMG !

im dead =x

it was really fun talking to them !

talking about the past and the present.

just love it (:

Thereforeeeeeeee,

thanks mankay and j0ey

for making my day. Loves.

mankay (;

j0ey (;

xoxo `

we should do this more often.

new !

2009-10-07T14:48:00.001+08:00

people !
Heyyyyyy !
i just changed my blog songs.
Listen to all of them kay (:
enjoy !

skip to the last song ehhh !
u wont regret. haaaaa xD.

how could i not know?

2009-10-07T13:54:00.003+08:00

liking ≠ loving. ♥

finally, i woke up to realise

that there's a huge difference

in those two words.

why didn't i notice it earlier?

Apparently,

i made a even HUGER

mistake due to those two words.

Now, I'm awake !

Had no school both, yesterday and today. wyeeeee.

But, school's as usual again, tomorrow. Ugh ~

Anyways, nothing to do at home.

no one to text with xD. ky had school pulak. yer ):

bored, bored and bored !

went youtube to listen some songs though.

played itu kamu by estranged again and again.

I miss that song oh-so-much. so many sweet memories

with nisha. i miss her, so much ! D:

Good Luckkk to those PMR candidates !

• face the war with courage yah xD.

In serious need of anti virus software now !

SOMEONE HELP ME !

if u have the cd at home,

please be a kind human and lend it to me.

my facebook kaput dy lah !

it took me almost an hour to start the page =x yikes.

HelpMe,Please.

toodles !

SAKAI-ed xD.

2009-10-04T20:30:00.004+08:00

fisrt of all,
Happpppppppy
Birthdaaaaaaaaaay
tooooo ~
`♥ HanCheeEnn.
`♥ FooKarYen.

ishish.
today arrrr,
some people tak nak go tuition ar..
make me go alone ar..
who ar?? xD. Ugggh `
But, thank god ! i survived today !
SO SO SO SO FUUUUUN ;D. aiks.

)= though. haih.
aint gonna talk about it xD.

TOOOOOOOOOT ~! RomanticFriday? WTF~!

2009-10-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

toooooooot ~ as in,
the combination of ALL the bad words you can think of.
oh gosh. whats going on with me? ( ps, im still a gd girl )
Buuuuuuuut, why's evrything happening so sudden?
and on the same day?
from the same place?
almost at the same time?
OhMyGosh ! Someone, please tel me why
this's happening. is it like a TEST for me?
Orrr, a curse on me? LOL ` it's sick !
though,
This time, im so gonna think about
it over and over and over and over again.
no more insanities.

NeedSomeone.

miss ky lah !
goshhhhhhhhhhhhh D:

insanity level-up?

2009-10-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhh ya, guess what?
i was oh-so-darn-INSANE today. wth `
kena bully by sivik and english teacher pulak.
is that what i get for being class monitor? aiyayaya.

Duuuuring english `
Ms Hor : what's the difference between and childish and child-like?
( technically, the answer on my mind was
child-like means attitude macam baby)
but, guess what i said? Reeeaddd.
Me : Ohhhhh ~ child-like is like... err attitude macam BABI.
i said it out so innocently lah. aiks xD.
for being manners-less, ms hor's reaction...
Ms Hor : Darshikaaa ! Do you want to eat my shoe?
Class : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~ non stop -.- aiks.

wth ! what was wrong with me?
Goshhhhhh D:
PLUS, little miss sunshine is a
childish, foolish fool =x said by ms hor. ish2.

gotta go now ):
sleeeeeeeepy.
night, human !

little miss sunshine (:

2009-10-01T23:52:00.007+08:00

Went to school, like normal BUT it's the 1st of october..

Means... we have to use our so-called SMART CARD

before entering the school. Ah, wth ` just to take attendance

and make sure students don't skip school? aiks. LECEH giler.

good students, LIKE ME... x need all these punya, right? xD. jkjk.

[ the not-so-smart card ]

haven't add photo xD.

retarded giler. LOL.

Hmmms,

what happened next?

Ahh, yes ! i remember, obviously...

Germaine showed me her key chains that her

sister got from singapore. CUTE GILER !

I LOVE MrMenLittleMiss ! especially little miss sunshine ;D.

Apparently, i tried one of the facebook quizzes and i'm

LittleMissSunshine. How cute xD. Uh-huh, it did remind me of 'some' people.

Coincidently, one of the key chains that germaine

showed me was it ! Awwww, so so so cute ! (:

it even had a spring ~ SWEET ! boooooooingggggg ~

after finish 'playing' with the key chain,

WITH A SIGH OF DISAPPOINTMENT,

i passed back that cute, awesome key chain to germaine.

Bye-bye ME ! xD. if u know what i mean ;D

BUUUUUUUT ` wait ! it's not over, yet.

Germaine said 'Take it lah!'

OHMYGOSH !! WOW !! WOW !! WOW !! and, more WOW !!

SHE GAVE IT TO ME !! woohoo ~

but i did feel guilty, though.

soooooo, we made a deal ~

germaine ; remember, no presents for my bday next year ;P.

THANK YOU, germaineeeeeeee !!
Now, i have my LUCKY charm. ha ha ha `

LittleMissSunshine ♥

ughh.

2009-09-29T15:10:00.003+08:00

i want my life back. =x
haa ! what an awkward sentence.
it's not even like im about to lose my
PRECIOUS life or something.
Ohh well, im just so confuse.
still confused.

)=

eunice texted me last night.
it made me smile, finally !
i've been so emotionless lately.
ish2. why o why ~
glad i told eunice everything, and i mean
EVERYTHING. xD.

♥ eunice ! thanks for the absolutely great advices !

Tiring giler lah at school T.T
i wanna be that sleeping piggy again lah !
wth ~! D:

Sighs, s0 gonna g0 crazy with my ph0ne.
i typed a super, duper long msg and *p0of*
it g0es missing ! ): and i have to re-type it all overrrrrrr agaaaaaiiinnnn.
Mommyyyy ! i want a new ph0ne which can put tw0 sim cards lah! xD. LOL. can i?

Wheee, baru siap my longlonglong-time-din-do punya sej n0ta.
YESHYESH ! but, n0w hav t0 rush back my chem and bi0 n0te.
wth lah ! u tau ape tu LAZY tak? Ugghhhhhhhh D: sedihnyerrr.

Anyways, g0tta add an0ther friend on my sept-bday-list xD.
♥ happpyyyy birthdayyyy, wongpuikei ! ^^

now, i have a thousand of question marks on my head lah.
someone, help me, please ! D:

haven't met you yet.

2009-09-27T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm not surprised,

Not everything lasts,

I tried so very hard not to loose it ;

I came up with a million excuses,

I thought I thought of every possibility ;

And I know that we can be so amazing,

And baby, your love is gonna change me,

And now I can see every possibility ;

♥

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,

You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,

And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get,

I just haven't met you yet. ]:

STOP ! shouldn't it be you haven't met me yet?

yeaaa. i guess so ;P

adapted from the song

haven't met you yet by michael buble.

listen to it ;D.

I'm so confused.

confused with a mixture of thoughts.

it's rather disturbing but

i guess, i cant UNstick you from my mind.

what happened to the outgoing me?

why am i so mooooooody?

eeeeaaaakkk ~

i'll be fine, i hope !! i really hope hard.

school again tomorrow.

Ughhh, LAZY to go lah.

need to go tuition pulak tu? ):

so-gonna be broke tomorrow ;

Ohhhhh mannnn T.T

duit tersayang aku !!

♥ hoping for THE sms .

♥ wanna know whats next !

♥ tel me if i owe you an apology, please !

♥ when's the finals lah? ishhh !

buh-bye now!

unbelievable.

2009-09-26T22:40:00.007+08:00

i slept at 4am last night mann.

and i wasn't tired, at all !

even now im hyped out lah!

what the hell was wrong with me??

well, i was falling in love ♥

the new guy,

nice ; sweet ; funny ; friendly ;

having feelings for me?

aiyoyoks. what should i do?

but who knew,

we chat chat chat `

and slowly,

we had some chemistry going on..

i ironically fell for him, too.

but, something went wrong.

although i stil like him,

that 3rd person kinda ruined it.

i don't know, but im not angry of anyone ;

in fact, im in love with TWO guys?

Ohhh goshhhh `

but, how could i be such a jerk?

i am loyal.

i know i am.

therefore my decision...

i LOVE [ mr new guy in my life ], as my bestest guy fren ever!!!

i like him [ mr considered-old guy in my life ] cuz im loyal

and mr new guy is willing to sacrifise and help me..

conclusion :

♥ MR NEW GUY !! it doesn't matter that now i've made up my mind

i know, i stil like you, not only as my fren...

i don't regret liking you, at all !!!

thoughts that really hunt me.

teehee. [:

2009-09-26T00:24:00.003+08:00

Finally, i'm here to update my blog.
Let me see, im sure this person's happy...
Han Chee Enn Y
haaaa ! Am i not right? Ngek Ngek ;P.

Soooooo,
I just realised i've got many friends' birthday this month.
Too many, i suppose? why so coincident punyer arrr? i've got no idea.
Anyways,
happy belated birthday to
° pui quan
° siEwtEng [:
° ka ye
° jenning
° yusrina ( the sakai )
° syahirah

and happy birthday in advance to
° wei jing

that's all for birthdays. ain't gonna talk much about it
cuz it reminds me of money reduction! Aiks. ]:

Exammmm `
aikss, even the word gives me the creeps lah. damn !
i'm supposed to be studying now. xD
why am i not? i even edited my blog skin.
rajinnyer -.- ish ! im gonna be dead meat, soon.
Ohhh Gawddd D:
someone help me, please !

Funnnnn `
23rd sept ;
out with ky.
wyeeeeeeeeeee.
shop for graduation clothes, wait, not mine.. hers !
hahaha. walked the whole day. tired giler lorhh.
that small size pulak wanna walk fast, tau lah
~~short~~ small size people can walk fast. LOL.
And, wows. my eyes were widened when i saw the prices
of the clothes !! Oh gosh ` SERIOUSLY EXPENSIVE !
how do boys shop lah this days? -.- OMG !
Haihhh, walking made me sleepy =x
of course lah, slept late ; wake up early ma ! sakai punyerr ;P.

lessons learned :
` request those SMALL SIZE people to walk slower
` never under estimate boys' attire ! they look HOT ^^
` never out too early
WANNA OUT AGAINNNNNN ;D

g0tta jadi piggy now.
gd nite !

darling, dont be sad for a useless person.

too many words.

2009-09-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

Bloggie ! Im back ;D. LOL.
Awww, i missed you. hahahaha !
What a busy two weeks it was. Phewwww xD.
And, i couldnt online therefore,
buka mata besar2 as i've got lots t0 say ^^

Last Thursday.
went to yang guang with that big big gang lor..
it has now become my routine to go 'see them eat' hahaha !
no lah, i just follow them cuz i wanna see... eunice !
hahaha ! And, of course i did see her. LOVE HER TO THE MAX !
while waiting at the lrt station, i was bored.. as usual ~
haihhh ` but when the sri petaling train passed by,
i saw a guy waving to me ~
First impression : Who's that ? xD
Second impression : Aiyokkk. stupid sun glares ! i cant see clearly lah !
Third impression (finally) : Ohhh! LiewFuBin ! hahaha.
the guy who sat with me in standard6.
sure was glad to see him, although not-so-clearly );
hope to see him again ^^

Monday.
Received the CLASS PHOTOS from pn n0razah.
first pic ~ aiyoyo, why so serious -.-
second pic ~ STUPID ASSES ): kinda disliked the pic.
third pic ~ tribute to mj? tak semacam pun? eleh.
but, i have to say 4intan memang pun different..
once a SAKAI, always a sakai =x wth ~!
ps/ joey ! u're lucky u werent in it. trust me ;P.

ntg much happened actually but i do remember one incident ;
during physics at martin.
my one and only word that could describe that incident is
FUIYYOOOO ~!
Anwar, i meant Cikgu Anwar actually became seriously angry of us
since many students came late and s0me werent paying attention.
he said he didnt wanna c0ntinue the hot topic he was teaching..
mann, i thought he was kidding until he took the duster
and erased everything written on the board ! Wows ~
kesian cikgu anwar. )=

cried when i got home,
obviously it had ntg to do with the anwar incident lah..
some other prob, but solved ^^

Tuesday.
morning ` was a not-so-good day.
thanks to ME MYSELF and I ~ for being such a ben dan (idiot).
night ` THE BEST ~~DAY~~ NIGHT OF MY LIFE !!
yeaaaaa! seriously. every burden erased. THANKS DEAR ! (:
hahahaha ~! i love my sayang! A LOT, TOO MUCH !

Wednesday.
i was happy + happy + HAPPY ! ;D.
* grins *

Today.
WOW WOW WOW ~
i like it ! why? i walked a lot !
no lah, thats not the actual reason ~
but there were some reasons ;D.
one of em `
when i was going up the rapid kl bus ~
eunice was going out !!!! Thank God she saw me and
i saw her ;P. OHHHHH` i love her too muchhhheeeee !
Then go find her again, wyeeeee ! my heart's with her xD. LOL!
btw, ky, thx for pui-ing (:

Now?
preparing for tomorrow.
but legs aching. ishhh `
what to do what to do xD.
SLEEP LO ^^

utterly ANNOYED.

2009-09-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

mommy,
being accused ain't funny.
i hate it ! yes, I HATE IT !
this chaos have been going on
for 3days now. that's SICK !
and you cant get over it still?
i didnt touch anything.
how could you blame me?
i admit lah,
stubborn = me
always sms = me
rude = me
manners-less = me

but, this has NOTHING to do with me.
read the word, NOTHING !
stop it, mommy. please !

999..ring ring ~ LAME? yeaa.

2009-09-09T14:51:00.005+08:00

LAME !
see the title of my p0st pun tau
something's wrong with me xD. for n0w, that is.

currently suffering from flu and ~~insanity~~.
Well, yea, i have been sneezing, A LOT and i mean A LOT!!
ask the one beside me and behind me. they're the victims! hahahahaha!
apparently, i'm the one contaminating the class ): wu.
sorry lo. s0me0ne's missing me too much, i guess.
wonder who is it. ngek ngek.

let's c0ntinue with [ lame ].
straight t0 the p0int.
read the c0nversation below (pn n0r aziah, kai ling and me)
happened during bi0 peri0d.

Kai Ling : Teacher ! It should be blah3... (cant rmb)
Teacher : Ohhh yes h0r, this shows that you all are alert, not sleepy. good ! =D.
Class : Uhhmm, yeaa. -.-
Teacher : But, darshika, why didn't you tell me?
Me : Errrrr, well, i was blur, i think.
Teacher : Ohh, but recently, the weather's good. No haze and there's heavy rain.
How can you be blur?
Me : * SPEECHLESS *

Lame right? hahahaha.

DAMN IT ~
why muz the final year exam start on the 6th?
n0t n0vember tau, its OCTOBER !!
and thats like, errrrr... 28 days from now??
Ohhhh syhttttt. T.T

Anyways,
happy 999 ! ^^

Words sp0ken.

2009-08-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

i don't know why.
but somehow i feel like letting it out.
though, i won't make it obvious, due to some privacy circumstances.
well, here it goes...

1 year 5 months, and still going. yes.
that's difinitely a long duration, if you asked me.
Well, what am i up to? * sighs *

i've got no idea.
i know it's something many
people do when they reach this age.
but, why do i feel like i'm just wasting my time?
Was it all a waste? o.0?

They say you're good.
i agree with them. I know you are.
but the way you're treating me...
it's more like you're from another world.

going high when i shouldn't ;
missing you when i shouldn't ;
thinking about you when i shouldn't ;
asking about you ?
knowing about you ?
KNOWING YOU ?
was it all a waste? Nothing but, a waste ?

I want to let go.

D:

But im determined.
i believe im strong !
i will carry on...
please wake up !
and realise how much i want you.

sry, for my mistakes.

i hate it as much as you do.

2009-08-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

im back, bloggie ! it has been a while ;D

anyways, first,
i wanna talk about this idiotic chaos
between two classes !
Why the hell should two classes, side by side,
start a war when everything was alright ?

i blame you, you blame me ?
WTH !? Whyyyyyy ?
why do we, yes, why do WE hav to be so IMMATURE ?
i dun get it ! both sides din copy one another,
WE JUST HAVE THE SAME BRAIN !
so, what the hell !!!???
Just accept the fact that 'satu suara' is a good song,
and COINCIDENTLY, we chose the same song?

Haihhh .
Now, i only support myself !
Haaaaaaaaa ! im sick xD.
the best team wins ! Argh .

secondly,
i wanna talk about..
SYMPTOMS WHEN HAVING A BROKEN HEART .
funnyyyy? try being me ! i was the victim !
hahahaha . my physics teacher, pn syakilah started this topic..

Anyways, i cant quite remember what are the symptoms..

# 1 - CRAZY ^^
# 2 - forgetful
# 3 - LAZyyyy. haaa !
# 4 - screams a lot ?

got more, but cant rmb -.-

Lastly,
lately, I'm lacking of sleep !
so freaking busy preparing for those
merdeka season stuff ! ish .
i wan my sleep back ! T^T

=.=zzz